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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

#253;

Cool, maybe I'll remember this number.

It's 1AM, and I'm attempting to tire myself out.
Using the computer works apparently.

I think I've just made a lifechanging decision.

I'M MOVING TO TUMBLR.

Maybe if I feel like it, I'll revive this again.
But for now,
Relink, stalkers :D


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Saturday, June 12, 2010

#251;
Insomnia again last night.
Lay awake in the silence until 3AM, thinking.
Can't believe this.

I can't really describe my mood for the past two days.
Just been feeling really stone.
Like I don't feel like doing anything.
I don't know if this is because of you, the insomnia, or because something's wrong with me.

Class Outing next Tuesday(:
ECP to fly kites, KTV after that.
Really want to meet up with the horny kids again.
Have a chance to feel high.
Centerstage rehearsal on Wednesday!
Practically nailed Into Your Arms yesterday.
Practicing with the band is gonna be damn awesome, I can tell.

Anyway the World Cup started last night.
Its quite fun to watch, especially when my insane sister goes crazy over a goal.
Mexico vs South Africa was a draw, haha.
The slowmo faces were so damn epic.
Tonight's England vs USA! o.o

Lol I love the Maine now. Again.
(and I'm addicted to My First Kiss by 3OH!3 and Ke$ha o.o)

I need to stop being such a stone ._.


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Wednesday, June 9, 2010





OMFG CAN SOMEONE SAY "HOT"
themaine :D

(hahaha credit to Vivien for intro-ing)


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#249;
Life's still been damn boring.
Passed on Bitch Club ( + terence & chongming) outing today,
was gonna sneak out of the house but if I got discovered that would suck.
I need beach therapy like ASAP.

Yesterday was IDMI filming.
Epic in the morning, sian in the afternoon, fell sick again in the evening D:
Still recovering from the weekend, stupid cough wont go away.
Zishan and Yuxin look totally epic as old people.
Convincing as hell, regina was completely fooled at first.
Spent most of the time shooting zishan's high dancing along with some retarded music.
Fail (Y)

I'm gonna do covers with Vivien :D
Exciting like shit yay.

Head hurts like a bitch):
(not the good kind)


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Monday, June 7, 2010

#248;
Hello(:
Just recovered from a fever ._.
Still kinda sick but I'm definitely getting out of the house this week.
Realized if I'm stuck at home I start thinking about things.
There's a hole in my chest where my heart should be.

Got a few things lined up next 2 weeks(:
Really looking forward to LYSTRA class outing next week.
When everyone's back from overseas.
Kiteflying + KBOX here we come :D

Really need people to go out with this week.
Dad's overseas, perfect chance to do something reckless and stupid and fun.
And for IDMI filming ._.

My life's so boring right now.
I should do covers :D


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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

#247;

Last night I stayed up until 4am, because of you.
Because I can't stop myself from thinking.
How can I miss you when you're not even gone?

Once I finish my math homework, you can consider my holiday homework conquered.
Hell yeah.
Mugdate with StupidShrimp, Centerstage rehearsals, 2L class outing, band camp to look forward to now.

Anyway, my life's been amazingly boring lately.
Mug during the day and use the comp until night.

Failshit Fishball enjoys smsing Stupid Shrimp(:


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Monday, May 31, 2010

#246;

Insanely epic video up on facebook of 3Cows doing what we do best(:
Having fun, and looking like crackheads doing it.

There is a shitload of people going overseas this june holidays.
Cass, Jianchong, ReginaToon, Vivien, etc.
I'm gonna be left in SG to stone and mug every single day.
It's worth it I guess. More time to stone and mug.

I shall devote my free time to practising the 8 songs we've chosen for centerstage.
Getting my guitar cable back from the Fusion people on Friday, thank god.
I've been itching to touch my electric for weeks.
The classical's just not satisfying enough, and you can't shred on it(:

I've got a month.
A month to try and close that gaping hole in my heart before I go back to school and see you again.
Today I rediscovered the same pain again.
If this is what I'm going to feel everytime I see you, I'd rather not see you at all.


My life is so boring.
I'm SO stealing my mom's camera soon.


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Sunday, May 30, 2010

#245;
Its the june hols!!!
THANK GOD.
I'm gonna motivate myself to mug my ass off and finish my homework.
And I vow that this month shall be filled with happy memories (L)
I alr hv a date with TYT at starbucks(:
With my family one day to hit Universal Studios again,
And multiple dates with TLFY to practise for CENTERSTAGE!
So pumped.

Right now I'm not letting anything get to me.
I'm looking forward to the good things, and drowning the bad things.
Not going to see you for one month (unless something comes up), so I have time to think.
Without seeing you, without having your smile influence my decision.
Good riddance, pain.

Anyway,

HOLIDAY CHECKLIST
-Read Macbeth
-Chinese Practice Paper
-Chem Online Quiz
-Chem e-learning worksheet
-Bio project
-Bio worksheet
-Read ACE notes
-Ask Melvin/Alisa about Math HW
-IDMI
-Mug Math and Chinese
-2Lystra Class Outing!
-CENTERSTAGE.
-Mugdate with TYT
-SLACK LIKE CRAP.


I think I'm going to enjoy this.
After the all the hw is crossed out, I mean.

Things are going to get better(:


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Friday, May 28, 2010

A Plea to your Kind and Understanding Heart
Zhou Si Rong

Hello everybody! Here's wishing you a very happy holidays.

I am particularly sad to be the bearer of the sad news that I have to inform the school of on this sad day. You see, dear schoolmates, I have lost my most beloved pen! This pen was given to me by a teacher who has played a very important role in my development. The amount of love that I have for this pen cannot be described by words alone; it is at once awesome, jaw-dropping, and stupefying. Therefore, my dear friends, the loss of this pen has affected me greatly. I am rapidly entering a state of malnourishment, as all food has lost its taste to me. At night, I toss and turn on my bed, and it is only after a bout of crying that I am able to enter a turbulent sleep. In the morning, my heart indubitably aches for that which I have lost. In the afternoon my hands never fail to search my pockets over and over again for my most beloved possession. The despair and helplessness that overwhelm me at such times leave me gasping for breath like the most afflicted of asthmatics.

As such, my dear friends, I humbly beg you to inform me if you find a blue Pilot ball-point pen on our school grounds. The pen has a markedly scarred appearance, as it has been through my rough hands many, many times. The nib, however, remains bright and shiny to this date, as I scribble my way through the forest of homework that I so lovingly cut down with my bullets of ink.

Lastly, I apologise if my poorly crafted letter has been the cause of any annoyance on your part. My humble thanks for the time that you have taken from your doubtlessly busy schedule to read my letter.

Epic. Awesome. No words can describe HAHAHA (Y)


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#243;
LEE DEWYZE :DDDD

Im gonna miss Simon alot.
AI wont be the same without him):

Short post first(:
GPA this semester, 2.4, lowest in class.
I kinda expected it, abit happy i didnt get below 2 or get demoted to 3A.
im gonna work a lot harder from now on.
I will get 3.6 next term or die trying, watch me.
CIP was AWESOME, even if the goat farm was quite smelly and i was hopelessly useless.
the old folks were entertaining and i guess 3Cows bonded more too.
after that went macs with the original Too Long For You for lunch(:
exchanged epic stories about parents.
went home on circle line with kang min :D

i'm trying to forget the pain you caused me, but i know you'll never know what you did, and i can never blame you.
its been a really rough week, trying to deal with it, when i know i will never be strong enough to truly face it.
and i dont want you hurt the same way either.
i just wish you would stop making this so hard.
i guess i'm just thankful for friends.


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