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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

#215;
Posting with my phone because i couldn't take the deadness of this place. And my life in general-.-
Anyway yesterday i couldn't breathe. I hope my lungs dont have a problem or something.
And two days ago i felt like a fucking idiot when you said that to me. I'm sorry.

You could say so far my week's sucked ass.
Math test was screwed up.
Chem test today was reasonable.
Screwing myself with the hw.
And i still have bio and history left.

Hell, and then you're there to distract me.
This week alone i wrote 3 songs about you.
Love is effing blind.

I need to work harder. So that i can give my parents something to be proud of.
Instead of making myself look like a worthless piece of shit.
Instead of being the cause of their fights.
Instead of making them want to split.
I'm being sawed in half.

I suddenly miss lystra.
All the people that make me happy just by existing.
But there's still people around now i guess.

I was playing with my penknife yesterday zzz.
Cant go down that road.

gLee tonight.
Going to chiong hw like shit.
Hist is gonna be a killer.

Save me from myself.


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Friday, February 19, 2010

#214; [this would have been cool on valentine's day -.-]
Another week is over.
Just like that.

PE was freaking embarrassing yesterday.
And painful.
I don't know how three people fell on each other at once but it happened.
And I stretched a muscle at my left shoulder.
Everywhere hurts.
Inclined pullups sucked.

I hope you didn't do that to me on purpose.
Maybe I'm overreacting, but everyone seems like they're against me.
I think I'll just ignore it.

Yesterday I couldn't sleep again.
Slept for 3 hours only.

Band was awesome(:
SP was quite awesome also, first experience taking the section.
That day my face went red very easily.
I think its cos of PE-.-

Hope next week is a better week.
I'm going to train my arms again so they dont hurt so much.
And play more guitar(:
And update my tumblr. Shit its so dead.
And so is this place hahaha yay.


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Sunday, February 14, 2010

#213;
Watched Valentine's Day last night at Tampines with family.
Saw the taylors haha. Swift was a bimbo and Lautner was a jock-.-
There was a guy who played the trombone ._.
And the movie was so romantic it gave me heartache. I wish life were like the movies.
Its also quite sick(:
So overall i'm quite satisfied hahahaha.

Cass and I made our twitters yesterday :D
epic fail.
the word limit didn't allow "lauraysettamendozaraquepo"
and "believersneverdie" so i had to go with
"believersdie" instead-.-

Today is the first day of CNY!
Happy CNY everyone -.- Even though I'm stuck at home, everyone should be enjoying themselves today.
Sigh sometimes its sad knowing that your friends' whole family are with them but yours are overseas.
I miss everyone alr.

Anyway, the homework:
1)Zhouji
2)LA Compre Exercise 37
3)Lit Ass
4)Bio Graded Practical Ass
5)Bio Groupwork PPT
6)Bio WS
7)Chem Groupwork
8)ACE Essay
9)Chem worksheets [overdue zzz]
10)Math Class Practice 3
11)BP Group Ass

Sigh. I better start on the others.

Wednesday having celebration (wearing Rhythm) and hopefully class lunch with Lystra.
Then back to suckish stupid school life.
I hate everything about it.
I only have band to look forward to.
And bus rides home with people who are as epic as I am or more(:

34 DAYS TO RHYTHM XX1V(:
we can pull it off, i know we can.
Buy tickets ;D i sold all mine alr but still.
DHSSB ftww.


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Friday, February 12, 2010

#213;
Wishing all the blog stalkers a Happy Valentine's Day/Friendship Day/Chinese New Year/Total Defence Day-.-
i think CNY sucks hardcore.
people get money and food and family time while i get four days at home without anyone to talk to.
lucky shits.

Anyway thanks to all those awesome friends who care about me.
To all those I spam-hugged because I felt gay ;D
To Cass for starting off the day serenading me with River! and pwning everyone who's tried it hahaha(: And for being awesome as usual.
To Weiting and Yanting for an epic busride home, and making me feel happy even though I was prepared to sulk the whole day.
Yeah and to all those who ever smiled at me, been nice to me, counseled me, lamed with me, highed with me, gayed with me, tolerated me.
Y'all are awesome happyfriendshipday.

My plan to make the week awesome epic failed miserably.
(I owe alot to my epic counselor and the horny duck, i almost penknifed myself-.-)
It's getting worse, I couldn't stop thinking about D the whole week.

Band was cool.
Blasted until I was giddy-.- Learnt about my mouthpiece.
Two hours of straight practical today.
Chem's was quite a success. Bio's graded ass was totally and completely epic fail. Retarded laughs and spilling sucrose all over the place.

Maybe next week will be better.
Homg fck my life DD:


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Friday, February 5, 2010

#212;
TGIF(:

hello!
this week has been okay i guess.
i feel accomplished(: coordgeo quiz passed, hist assignment passed, chem quiz owned.

getting a new handphone ;D
finally i dont have to get a secondhand from my parents. I just hope there's some plan that involves a free iPhone. or at least an imba touchscreen la.

in terms of relationships, i'd say i'm very happy with this week(:

yesterday was the most confusing day of my life.
in the morning/afternoon i was freaking happy.
then at night i got pissed off until i did something i regret doing ._.

i wrote another song today(:
one day i will actually perform them at one go.

PE yesterday was scary. it felt like my chest collapsed. (haha 2L<3)
but i need to get in shape zzz.
or else i'll die halfway through PE. literally.

going to finish all my homework this weekend.
and then i'm going to sleep alot.
and go jogging.
and play with my electric guitar before my dad threatens to take it away for not using it-.-

next week is going to be awesome idontcare.


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