#246;

Insanely epic video up on facebook of 3Cows doing what we do best(:
Having fun, and looking like crackheads doing it.

There is a shitload of people going overseas this june holidays.
Cass, Jianchong, ReginaToon, Vivien, etc.
I'm gonna be left in SG to stone and mug every single day.
It's worth it I guess. More time to stone and mug.

I shall devote my free time to practising the 8 songs we've chosen for centerstage.
Getting my guitar cable back from the Fusion people on Friday, thank god.
I've been itching to touch my electric for weeks.
The classical's just not satisfying enough, and you can't shred on it(:

I've got a month.
A month to try and close that gaping hole in my heart before I go back to school and see you again.
Today I rediscovered the same pain again.
If this is what I'm going to feel everytime I see you, I'd rather not see you at all.

My life is so boring.
I'm SO stealing my mom's camera soon.

#245;
Its the june hols!!!
THANK GOD.
I'm gonna motivate myself to mug my ass off and finish my homework.
And I vow that this month shall be filled with happy memories (L)
I alr hv a date with TYT at starbucks(:
With my family one day to hit Universal Studios again,
And multiple dates with TLFY to practise for CENTERSTAGE!
So pumped.

Right now I'm not letting anything get to me.
I'm looking forward to the good things, and drowning the bad things.
Not going to see you for one month (unless something comes up), so I have time to think.
Without seeing you, without having your smile influence my decision.
Good riddance, pain.

Anyway,

HOLIDAY CHECKLIST
-Read Macbeth
-Chinese Practice Paper
-Chem Online Quiz
-Chem e-learning worksheet
-Bio project
-Bio worksheet
-Read ACE notes
-Ask Melvin/Alisa about Math HW
-IDMI
-Mug Math and Chinese
-2Lystra Class Outing!
-CENTERSTAGE.
-Mugdate with TYT
-SLACK LIKE CRAP.

I think I'm going to enjoy this.
After the all the hw is crossed out, I mean.

Things are going to get better(:

A Plea to your Kind and Understanding Heart
Zhou Si Rong

Hello everybody! Here's wishing you a very happy holidays.

I am particularly sad to be the bearer of the sad news that I have to inform the school of on this sad day. You see, dear schoolmates, I have lost my most beloved pen! This pen was given to me by a teacher who has played a very important role in my development. The amount of love that I have for this pen cannot be described by words alone; it is at once awesome, jaw-dropping, and stupefying. Therefore, my dear friends, the loss of this pen has affected me greatly. I am rapidly entering a state of malnourishment, as all food has lost its taste to me. At night, I toss and turn on my bed, and it is only after a bout of crying that I am able to enter a turbulent sleep. In the morning, my heart indubitably aches for that which I have lost. In the afternoon my hands never fail to search my pockets over and over again for my most beloved possession. The despair and helplessness that overwhelm me at such times leave me gasping for breath like the most afflicted of asthmatics.

As such, my dear friends, I humbly beg you to inform me if you find a blue Pilot ball-point pen on our school grounds. The pen has a markedly scarred appearance, as it has been through my rough hands many, many times. The nib, however, remains bright and shiny to this date, as I scribble my way through the forest of homework that I so lovingly cut down with my bullets of ink.

Lastly, I apologise if my poorly crafted letter has been the cause of any annoyance on your part. My humble thanks for the time that you have taken from your doubtlessly busy schedule to read my letter.

Epic. Awesome. No words can describe HAHAHA (Y)

#243;
LEE DEWYZE :DDDD

Im gonna miss Simon alot.
AI wont be the same without him):

Short post first(:
GPA this semester, 2.4, lowest in class.
I kinda expected it, abit happy i didnt get below 2 or get demoted to 3A.
im gonna work a lot harder from now on.
I will get 3.6 next term or die trying, watch me.
CIP was AWESOME, even if the goat farm was quite smelly and i was hopelessly useless.
the old folks were entertaining and i guess 3Cows bonded more too.
after that went macs with the original Too Long For You for lunch(:
exchanged epic stories about parents.
went home on circle line with kang min :D

i'm trying to forget the pain you caused me, but i know you'll never know what you did, and i can never blame you.
its been a really rough week, trying to deal with it, when i know i will never be strong enough to truly face it.
and i dont want you hurt the same way either.
i just wish you would stop making this so hard.

if he doesn't win american idol or become famous, i will kill everyone.

LOL JK.

maybe i'll just complain :D

#241;

playing for holy trinity music ministry today.
still cant believe i got in.
bloody lucky.
woke up with a slight fever but i hope it doesn't get worse.
last day with my relatives before they disappear for i dont know how long.
i hate goodbyes like this.

#240;
LEVEL EXPERIENCE 2010 Heartbeat!

Was a really awesome experience. I love 3Cows.
Didn't rly take any photos, the cameras were occupied the whole time. The good ones at least. LOL.

First day was okay I guess. We made kueh dadar and curry puff.
OMG our table was so epic. I wish I could've taken photo of the deformed curry puff yasmine and reginatoon made.
Cos yasmine forgot to take the plastic and the puffs stuck to the plate-.-
so fail.
we were waving to little kids too! they were damn cute.
after cooking we had 2h plus to play games.
chubby bunny ROFL, and other games like blow wind blow and whacko and murderer and truth or dare and shoot shack marry.
malay dance was just FAIL. i swear, some guys in our class are epic dancers.
AFTERWARDS me, reginatoon, chongming and terence headed over to ECP.
it was damn fun even tho it was fail.
played guitar and flew kites.
it was exciting, cabbing home in a hurry was totally worth it.

second day was the amazing race!
we were damn high omg.
grouped with terence and dorothea. hahahahaha.
we were combined with 3J too.
so HIONG. ran almost the whole day.
the iPhones were cool to use and we were all high so.
HAHAHA. 3Cows took the top three placings! our hiong group won! 3C FTW.
AFTERWARDS the four of us went to do something damn gl hahaha.
we just walked straight out of the school gate.
and kept walking straight.
we saw a house with a pink lift went in cos the gate was open. in the end ran out cos chongming was afraid of a blanket. LOL.
reginatoon walked into a condo like nobody's business. HAHA. we were trying to cover up loudly but there wasn't even a security guard-.-
and we walked until we reached katong! then we ate awesome shaved ice.
so fun.

overnight stay on the third day was cool.
macs breakfast with cows! haha chongming and hongkai were epic.
and we came up with the most ingenious thing ever.
KANGMIN. hahaha.
yasmine's korean name AKA yasmine's fan club AKA kpop haterzzz.
terence used the sandcastle briefing to come up with a kangmin hand sign. mass dance was fail.
all the screaming, running around, choo choo twain.
then we had SIGNATURE HUNT omg i swear my voice was strained as far as it could go.
screamed like hell while running around harrassing teachers.
i think we were the most high and crazy ones.
then TRADGAMESTOURNAMENT! dog and bone was scary i swear. and smelly-.-
jingyi owned at everything. and we owned all the games. for once.
omg i was in a winning group. felt so good.
C3! hahayay. desirae, adeline, sarah, dorothea, alisa, jingyi, chongming.
then we had free time, all the groups shared their cheers.
we played more games, came up with a barbarian war cry.
charged to a bus that wasn't ours and said BYE to 3B cos it was THEIR bus.
the performance at eastcoast was fail. LADYGAGA ON STILTS O:
the overnight at the chalet was damn meaningful.
confessions, gossip, SHOCKING gossip, laughing, commenting on project runway, blackouts, horniness.
slept at 5am but who cares, it was fun.
lost my voice the next morning-.-
sandcastles was fail. hahahaha. screamed more and aggravated my sore throat.
towards the end i was quite pissed they didn't wna release us. hahaha.
went subway with kang min, zhaoru, jia en and chityee!
and that was level experience.

omg it was srsly damn fun.
i love 3Cows(:
dont wanna go back to school life, three days full of tests and presentations.
JUNE HOLIDAYS COME FASTER LA.

#239;
my emotions are really out of control lately.
last night i told yasmine my emo stage was over.
but i dont think so. fusion was the only thing that distracted me.
i'm pissed off at everything and i end up hurting everyone including myself.
its not like i tried my best anyway.
i'm just a lazy ass.
and i seem like a little kid trying to put the blame on things i end up breaking when its all my fault.

zz. and then my heart has to be torn apart.
i already cant handle whats happening now, then there has to be something else that gets in the way.
there's no way i can let go of one thing without hurting myself.

oh gawd.
what is happening to my life.

anyway this whole sunday's been spent doing all the hw i've ever owed.
and playing my guitar.
the rain is relaxing tho(:
monday left before level EXPERIENCE (omg-.-), at least there'll be no idiotic work to piss me off and make my insomnia worse.
this year's level "camp" is hopeless -.-
sigh.
OBS next year!

i need to get my emotions in check.

#237;
FUSION 2010!
was a blast.
The entire concert we were zi-highing.
I remember being so nervous before we went on I couldn't breathe.
And Vivien and Yasmine had to calm me down or else I'd faint on the spot.
In the end I think I screwed up but ohwell, its over and it was a surreal experience.
The rush you feel when you hear people scream your name.
When you finish a song and the auditorium erupts into applause.
The feeling is awesome.

The performers were cool.
Benjamin Chow was awesome, i was in total awe of him. I think Yasmine and I made him deaf though.
Omg both the drama groups were epic fail.
And MILO JIA PEARL! HAHAHA.
Loved TAGalumni omg they were so good.
The blonde beatboxer looked like he was on crack tho. We were damn scared.
And FIVE SECONDS TO FLAT did great(:
Band and CO ensemble also :D

Fusion was such an awesome ride homg.
Thankyou to 3Cows! for screaming our names so loudly, my family, cass, jianchong, rongying, my family, all those who came! And to xunlin, our mentor :D
And obviously Vivien, Regina, Yasmine for going through this whole journey together and being so epic I couldn't ever stop laughing during rehearsals. And Melvin, even though he was a last minute addition, he still experienced all the stress with us :DDD

anyway i'm sorry this place is so dead D:
my mom's not letting me touch the dslr to upload pics!

this week i've been getting 3h or less of sleep every day.
work, insomnia, stress.
i'm in a load of trouble right now.
and its all my fault.
so i better fix it before smth more happens.

still "recovering" from last night haha.
the excitement, the stupid sore throat from screaming with yasmine.

:DDDDDDD

#246;

Insanely epic video up on facebook of 3Cows doing what we do best(:
Having fun, and looking like crackheads doing it.

There is a shitload of people going overseas this june holidays.
Cass, Jianchong, ReginaToon, Vivien, etc.
I'm gonna be left in SG to stone and mug every single day.
It's worth it I guess. More time to stone and mug.

I shall devote my free time to practising the 8 songs we've chosen for centerstage.
Getting my guitar cable back from the Fusion people on Friday, thank god.
I've been itching to touch my electric for weeks.
The classical's just not satisfying enough, and you can't shred on it(:

I've got a month.
A month to try and close that gaping hole in my heart before I go back to school and see you again.
Today I rediscovered the same pain again.
If this is what I'm going to feel everytime I see you, I'd rather not see you at all.

My life is so boring.
I'm SO stealing my mom's camera soon.

#245;
Its the june hols!!!
THANK GOD.
I'm gonna motivate myself to mug my ass off and finish my homework.
And I vow that this month shall be filled with happy memories (L)
I alr hv a date with TYT at starbucks(:
With my family one day to hit Universal Studios again,
And multiple dates with TLFY to practise for CENTERSTAGE!
So pumped.

Right now I'm not letting anything get to me.
I'm looking forward to the good things, and drowning the bad things.
Not going to see you for one month (unless something comes up), so I have time to think.
Without seeing you, without having your smile influence my decision.
Good riddance, pain.

Anyway,

HOLIDAY CHECKLIST
-Read Macbeth
-Chinese Practice Paper
-Chem Online Quiz
-Chem e-learning worksheet
-Bio project
-Bio worksheet
-Read ACE notes
-Ask Melvin/Alisa about Math HW
-IDMI
-Mug Math and Chinese
-2Lystra Class Outing!
-CENTERSTAGE.
-Mugdate with TYT
-SLACK LIKE CRAP.

I think I'm going to enjoy this.
After the all the hw is crossed out, I mean.

Things are going to get better(:

A Plea to your Kind and Understanding Heart
Zhou Si Rong

Hello everybody! Here's wishing you a very happy holidays.

I am particularly sad to be the bearer of the sad news that I have to inform the school of on this sad day. You see, dear schoolmates, I have lost my most beloved pen! This pen was given to me by a teacher who has played a very important role in my development. The amount of love that I have for this pen cannot be described by words alone; it is at once awesome, jaw-dropping, and stupefying. Therefore, my dear friends, the loss of this pen has affected me greatly. I am rapidly entering a state of malnourishment, as all food has lost its taste to me. At night, I toss and turn on my bed, and it is only after a bout of crying that I am able to enter a turbulent sleep. In the morning, my heart indubitably aches for that which I have lost. In the afternoon my hands never fail to search my pockets over and over again for my most beloved possession. The despair and helplessness that overwhelm me at such times leave me gasping for breath like the most afflicted of asthmatics.

As such, my dear friends, I humbly beg you to inform me if you find a blue Pilot ball-point pen on our school grounds. The pen has a markedly scarred appearance, as it has been through my rough hands many, many times. The nib, however, remains bright and shiny to this date, as I scribble my way through the forest of homework that I so lovingly cut down with my bullets of ink.

Lastly, I apologise if my poorly crafted letter has been the cause of any annoyance on your part. My humble thanks for the time that you have taken from your doubtlessly busy schedule to read my letter.

Epic. Awesome. No words can describe HAHAHA (Y)

#243;
LEE DEWYZE :DDDD

Im gonna miss Simon alot.
AI wont be the same without him):

Short post first(:
GPA this semester, 2.4, lowest in class.
I kinda expected it, abit happy i didnt get below 2 or get demoted to 3A.
im gonna work a lot harder from now on.
I will get 3.6 next term or die trying, watch me.
CIP was AWESOME, even if the goat farm was quite smelly and i was hopelessly useless.
the old folks were entertaining and i guess 3Cows bonded more too.
after that went macs with the original Too Long For You for lunch(:
exchanged epic stories about parents.
went home on circle line with kang min :D

i'm trying to forget the pain you caused me, but i know you'll never know what you did, and i can never blame you.
its been a really rough week, trying to deal with it, when i know i will never be strong enough to truly face it.
and i dont want you hurt the same way either.
i just wish you would stop making this so hard.

if he doesn't win american idol or become famous, i will kill everyone.

LOL JK.

maybe i'll just complain :D

#241;

playing for holy trinity music ministry today.
still cant believe i got in.
bloody lucky.
woke up with a slight fever but i hope it doesn't get worse.
last day with my relatives before they disappear for i dont know how long.
i hate goodbyes like this.

#240;
LEVEL EXPERIENCE 2010 Heartbeat!

Was a really awesome experience. I love 3Cows.
Didn't rly take any photos, the cameras were occupied the whole time. The good ones at least. LOL.

First day was okay I guess. We made kueh dadar and curry puff.
OMG our table was so epic. I wish I could've taken photo of the deformed curry puff yasmine and reginatoon made.
Cos yasmine forgot to take the plastic and the puffs stuck to the plate-.-
so fail.
we were waving to little kids too! they were damn cute.
after cooking we had 2h plus to play games.
chubby bunny ROFL, and other games like blow wind blow and whacko and murderer and truth or dare and shoot shack marry.
malay dance was just FAIL. i swear, some guys in our class are epic dancers.
AFTERWARDS me, reginatoon, chongming and terence headed over to ECP.
it was damn fun even tho it was fail.
played guitar and flew kites.
it was exciting, cabbing home in a hurry was totally worth it.

second day was the amazing race!
we were damn high omg.
grouped with terence and dorothea. hahahahaha.
we were combined with 3J too.
so HIONG. ran almost the whole day.
the iPhones were cool to use and we were all high so.
HAHAHA. 3Cows took the top three placings! our hiong group won! 3C FTW.
AFTERWARDS the four of us went to do something damn gl hahaha.
we just walked straight out of the school gate.
and kept walking straight.
we saw a house with a pink lift went in cos the gate was open. in the end ran out cos chongming was afraid of a blanket. LOL.
reginatoon walked into a condo like nobody's business. HAHA. we were trying to cover up loudly but there wasn't even a security guard-.-
and we walked until we reached katong! then we ate awesome shaved ice.
so fun.

overnight stay on the third day was cool.
macs breakfast with cows! haha chongming and hongkai were epic.
and we came up with the most ingenious thing ever.
KANGMIN. hahaha.
yasmine's korean name AKA yasmine's fan club AKA kpop haterzzz.
terence used the sandcastle briefing to come up with a kangmin hand sign. mass dance was fail.
all the screaming, running around, choo choo twain.
then we had SIGNATURE HUNT omg i swear my voice was strained as far as it could go.
screamed like hell while running around harrassing teachers.
i think we were the most high and crazy ones.
then TRADGAMESTOURNAMENT! dog and bone was scary i swear. and smelly-.-
jingyi owned at everything. and we owned all the games. for once.
omg i was in a winning group. felt so good.
C3! hahayay. desirae, adeline, sarah, dorothea, alisa, jingyi, chongming.
then we had free time, all the groups shared their cheers.
we played more games, came up with a barbarian war cry.
charged to a bus that wasn't ours and said BYE to 3B cos it was THEIR bus.
the performance at eastcoast was fail. LADYGAGA ON STILTS O:
the overnight at the chalet was damn meaningful.
confessions, gossip, SHOCKING gossip, laughing, commenting on project runway, blackouts, horniness.
slept at 5am but who cares, it was fun.
lost my voice the next morning-.-
sandcastles was fail. hahahaha. screamed more and aggravated my sore throat.
towards the end i was quite pissed they didn't wna release us. hahaha.
went subway with kang min, zhaoru, jia en and chityee!
and that was level experience.

omg it was srsly damn fun.
i love 3Cows(:
dont wanna go back to school life, three days full of tests and presentations.
JUNE HOLIDAYS COME FASTER LA.

#239;
my emotions are really out of control lately.
last night i told yasmine my emo stage was over.
but i dont think so. fusion was the only thing that distracted me.
i'm pissed off at everything and i end up hurting everyone including myself.
its not like i tried my best anyway.
i'm just a lazy ass.
and i seem like a little kid trying to put the blame on things i end up breaking when its all my fault.

zz. and then my heart has to be torn apart.
i already cant handle whats happening now, then there has to be something else that gets in the way.
there's no way i can let go of one thing without hurting myself.

oh gawd.
what is happening to my life.

anyway this whole sunday's been spent doing all the hw i've ever owed.
and playing my guitar.
the rain is relaxing tho(:
monday left before level EXPERIENCE (omg-.-), at least there'll be no idiotic work to piss me off and make my insomnia worse.
this year's level "camp" is hopeless -.-
sigh.
OBS next year!

i need to get my emotions in check.

#237;
FUSION 2010!
was a blast.
The entire concert we were zi-highing.
I remember being so nervous before we went on I couldn't breathe.
And Vivien and Yasmine had to calm me down or else I'd faint on the spot.
In the end I think I screwed up but ohwell, its over and it was a surreal experience.
The rush you feel when you hear people scream your name.
When you finish a song and the auditorium erupts into applause.
The feeling is awesome.

The performers were cool.
Benjamin Chow was awesome, i was in total awe of him. I think Yasmine and I made him deaf though.
Omg both the drama groups were epic fail.
And MILO JIA PEARL! HAHAHA.
Loved TAGalumni omg they were so good.
The blonde beatboxer looked like he was on crack tho. We were damn scared.
And FIVE SECONDS TO FLAT did great(:
Band and CO ensemble also :D

Fusion was such an awesome ride homg.
Thankyou to 3Cows! for screaming our names so loudly, my family, cass, jianchong, rongying, my family, all those who came! And to xunlin, our mentor :D
And obviously Vivien, Regina, Yasmine for going through this whole journey together and being so epic I couldn't ever stop laughing during rehearsals. And Melvin, even though he was a last minute addition, he still experienced all the stress with us :DDD

anyway i'm sorry this place is so dead D:
my mom's not letting me touch the dslr to upload pics!

this week i've been getting 3h or less of sleep every day.
work, insomnia, stress.
i'm in a load of trouble right now.
and its all my fault.
so i better fix it before smth more happens.

still "recovering" from last night haha.
the excitement, the stupid sore throat from screaming with yasmine.

:DDDDDDD