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What the heck. I just typed in a whole post, and it all disappeared because of connection reboot. Yeah. Halfway to a hundred. Actually posting and not changing url so people have something to read every day. And after I transferred Twilight! movie to my comp, a swarm of people want it. Consisting of cass chingying and belinda. Its so overwhelming. [comeon, you have to sense the sarcasm there. if not, you're dense.] School was okay. Science, we learnt about blood and the heart and the circulatory system. Watching a half disturbing half educational video about blood. Could hear cass laughing all the way across the room when vampires were mentioned. Imagined something hilarious in my head. So I laughed too. Probably looked crazy or something. Math, we started on quadratic graphs, which simply, i dont get. And i bet i'll fail math this year. Always so difficult to understand. We just got two huge assignments dumped on us for LA, stupid mockingbird. Have malay test tomorrow. Never studied at all. I'm gonna fail. Jap was mildly interesting today. We did our weekly kanji quiz and i got three wrong. Without studying. Somehow, i'm smart. [haha. as if that's believable.] Malay test tomorrow. Never studied at all. Guess i'll fail that too. The journey home was kind of average too. Patrick kept telling me i'd be super tall after my growth spurt. And talking about sick stuff. Rongying wore my headband again. And i took more pictures. patrick wore it too. And in the end, i'm the only one who looks halfway decent or more with a headband. Saw two guys with super high pants. All the way until their chests. Took me all my willpower and more to not laugh out loud. Because that would be rude. But after they got off I exploded. Seriously, they looked super hilarious. Gonna stay back for CME with cass tomorrow. Helping her with it. Hope we get something done. The group is kinda slack, but maybe we can still pull something off. So close, yet so far, it's tearing me apart, what would I do to be there with you.
Hey. Tomorrow's Earth Hour. Switch off your lights. And next week's SYF. Hope we do well. :D After SYF we'll be dumped into main band. I dont know if I can cope. Need to chiong concert pieces. Dont know why, but felt really tired during band. We practised scales. I finally memorised all the major scales. Practiced saga too. And carmen. a bit. and as usual, overture one was warmup. And know the scales we're gonna be tested on really well. No shouting for us then? A certain someone will not be coming that day, cause of Towner Gardens, so we might stand a better chance of not being scolded. He slacked the whole day AGAIN today. Listening to 987countdown. Wonder if anyone knocked britney off the top. I hope that's gonna make you notice someone like me.
We got our new ezlink card today. Its my p6 photo. I honestly thought they would put the last year photo on it. Because last year we had to take a photo. I think I look weird. I remember the guy taking the photo was like: "Oh, can you close your mouth please?" Then I was like: "But I can't." Then he said: "Just try." And then I tried, and he took a picture. I looked like, sad. And super weird. Everyone else says I look cute though. I dont believe them. Went to macs with swah after school. Had some food, then did wireless stuff there. Had to sign up for wireless though. Its free. We stayed there for quite a while, doing computing. Then we left. And we took bus 30 home. In the end we didnt get much done. Except facebook. Which is lame, when you think about it. Today we got geog back. Surprise, surprise. I was the one failure mrs chin was talking about. I dont get geog at all. All those facts and what, dietary energy supply and all that. I think history is better. I'm gonna take history in year 3. At least my history is decent la. I think people will think I'm weird or something, because I actually want to go for history instead of geog. But seriously, my brain is wired in a way that I dont get geog. And I get history. And LA, possibly. I hope I dont flunk that too. LA is my last and only hope. If I flunk that, thats it. Performed juben yesterday. Did ren, you shao le yi ge. I was the main person in the story. But not the main role. But the role was kind of emotionless. Just surprise, thinking and nodding. I can never act. Sort of. Got fourteen and a half. Dont know what I got for peer evaluation. Hope they dont fail me. The tablets are pretty distracting, but I can still do my work. Found this on funnysign.com I think it's hilarious. There are others too, but I'll reveal them one at a time. What it is with you that makes me act like this?
Hey. The holidays are over, school's just started. This morning was darn sleepy. Dont know why. I think I didn't have enough sleep. Though tonight, I think i'll fall asleep once I my head hits the pillow. Band is tiring. Especially when we gotta hold C for 15 minutes straight. My upper lip was like, vibrating. D: Today we practised scales until they were buzzing around in my head. My "tootness" factor was slightly depleted today, because a certain guy had just found out I can play the electric guitar. "It just shocks me, you know, that a toot can play such a COOL instrument." I think we made real progress today though. :D Though we've landed ourselves with homework. I missed school. Its so eventful it cured me of my temporary insomnia due to me not being tired enough to fall asleep. I have a sleep problem. Or a very strong will. I once stayed awake after the dentist was supposed to put me to sleep to pull out my teeth when I was young. And I can stay up real late. So I need to be tired to sleep. And because of school, stupid packed sched, I can sleep so easily. Like a baby. Wow, ironic. Monday: Band, Tuesday: Jap, Wednesday: Malay, getting TABLETS this week, Thursday: Devoted to SP/may be doing computing with swah, Friday: Band. And I wanted to be free on wednesday at least. I need to destress. I'll go practice my "cool" instrument. [muttons are doing mouth guitar! xD] And edit my playlist. Hear david cook's got a new song. Need to listen to it now. And get new lyrics to use. What an exciting, unpredictable life I have. I'd swim the ocean for you.
 VOTE EARTH! The holidays are finally over. I thought they'd never end.
Not that I'm overly happy about it though.
Somehow its disappointing.
I didnt even read my chinese book once.
Today I got news that I'm getting my braces in june.
Get ready to look like a freakshow.
I think my life will get better after the braces though.
No more difference!
I saw a rainbow yesterday!
Okay, I know many other ppl saw it and I shouldnt get so excited.
I think it was my first time seeing a rainbow though. Looked pretty magical to me.
God's promise to the world. It is magical.
Had mass gathering of cathecism classes on saturday.
Saw Sarah Tan from DHS! Didnt know she went to Holy Trinity.
We learnt about lent that day.
And humbling ourselves.
So we washed each others feet. The room was kinda cold. SO... it wasnt the most comfortable experience in the world.
But it was a humbling experience.
There was a meaning behind it all, of course.
Nick was in charge. xD Brings back memories.
Nothing more to post. David Cook's got a new song.
My dad's resorted to payment if we forget to turn off the lights. Environmental effort, maybe?
Just found out my baby cousin's really smart.
Dialogue (translated into english):
-granduncle comes home alone, without grandaunt, to get money-
cousin: where's grandaunt?
granduncle: oh, i took her to the hospital.
cousin: -thinks for a while- oh, she died?
At least i know he can deduce stuff. -.-
Well here we are again. Throwing punchlines no one wins. As the morning sun begins to rise, we're fading fast. And we won't work this out.
The holidays are coming to a close. [and somehow, I'm on the fence about it. because i'm not sure how different things will be after a one-week holiday. and then again, there's cca.] At least all my holiday hw is done. And I managed to finish all my library books. And I managed to practice my trombone at least twice. Hope this term is better than last term. Need to keep my hand-in-homework-on-time streak or else. term two here i come. Yeah, so I went to chingying's house yesterday. We drew a HILARIOUS picture for this I/C thing. And I had to call cass about the "NAI" problem between jc and cy. it was fun. fel is pretty freaky when she has to hang on to me and cry. I was shooting jc and cy 'HELP ME PLEASE' looks. I find it nice talking to chingying about stuff. We had a nice little talk on the way to the bus stop. Which is one stop away from my house bus stop. -.- But I just HAD to leave my wallet behind. and ended up going back and talking about meaningful stuff. She made me realise that from last year to this year, if you compare, things were pretty much unraveling. And I could see it. Kindof. From the totally we're-oh-so-bonded-ness to the state it's in now, i realised there's a difference. A BIG difference. I can never see OR find the root of the problem. But somehow, its depressing. When they're quarelling and being pissed with each other, I think to myself: Is this my class? Sometimes, when I think about the past and stuff, I find it hard to believe what state we're in now. I think I'll spend the rest of the day slacking then. And editing my playlist. And facebooking. See how exciting my life is! Feels like insomnia.
I think march holidays started out really badly. I somehow scratched my forehead this morning and now it's like... bleeding. There's a plaster on it. Then when I try to pull out tuning slide it hit my face again. D: What I accomplished today: Slack. Watch HSM3 on VCD. Practice trombone with my sis. she practiced her clarinet. :] Slack. Tried to do homework, and failed miserably. Somehow, this only accomplishes ONE of my targets. The trombone part.So boring. I want band. D: I'm reduced to counting down until some interesting shows come on. "OH OH OH LOOK IT'S iCARLY IN LIKE, FIVE MINUTES!" "MY GOSH, ITS CHEETAH GIRLS IN TEN MINUTES!" -.- look how despo i've become. And somemore I couldn't go for math camp thing. Only THREE lystra people online. Nobody to talk to. Darn. Can I leave the house PLEASE. I want a haircut. Last friday, isaac and weiting like, helped me notice this ugly baldspot on my head. D: Stupid fringe. I should cut my hair and change hairstyle. Or i'll have a bald patch. And I'm a girl for goodness sake. I am NOT going back to the lumps on my head. Thats not a good idea. Wow. It's so freaking late already. I shall sleep at eleven. Its alot earlier than i usually do. :D Must go facebook now. :] its addictive somehow. Did you hear of the baby who was born with two thingies? Usually if you're born with two thingies, you'd wanna cut the extra one off. But the doctors somehow decided to sew the two together to make one big one. -.- Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me how long all this darkness will surround you. Cos I'm burning for you, burning like a candle.Somehow the obsession gets worse everytime I see your name. It's all spiralling out of my control.
Yo. Going to chingying's house on thursday. Thats gonna be the only event in my holidays. Why is my life so boring. D: That's cos your dad won't let you go out and spend all your money on movies and popcorn. xDChingying suggested going to stalk your-highness. Mine-and-her's-and-fel's shared junior. Because it turns out he lives nearby. I am not stalking my own junior, thankyouverymuch. Looking forward to crapping a whole afternoon away with my "aunt", my "dad" and my "grandma". Okay, we're not gonna crap, but. Considering jianchong, we might. Gave up on history after a mere draft. At least it looks like an article. I wanna get full marks. Because if not my academic thingy will be bad and i wont meet my target GPA. and i will be very sad and emo and jump off a building. Obviously i'm kidding. Went to aunt's house yesterday, for a gathering to celebrate the baby. I drank like, 4 or 5 glasses of coke straight. i needed to pee so bad. played around with my uncle's electric guitar. :] its nice and silver. and cos he doesnt have a speaker, i get to use headphones, and thus i am the only one who hears my lousy playing. Huzzah. Somehow, everytime I start a post, I do other stuff and end up forgetting to post. Here's what I have to do during the hols btw: 1) Study tingxie 2) Jap Workbook stuff, e-learning 3) LA comprehension notes thing 4) LA Nat Geo worksheet 5) History Task 6) Geography Task 7) re-revise math. 8) File everything else. 9) Practice trombone. Wow. Now that I type it out its not so much. But still, it looks like a lot when the certain somethings are scattered all over your desk and obscuring your keyboard. I wish there was band for us this holidays. Because even if we're not in SYF i wan prac. Still. I have my trombone here. and i can go bother my sis with my "duck-sounding" trombone playing. :D then i will come back and wow everyone. I remember the last time i brought my trombone home i learnt how to pitch until HIGH F. :D In year one. So i bet this time'll be better. cos i actually got pieces to practice. I think I'll go handle the facebook now. And think of what else to do during this week of holidays. Why is my life so eventful? But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if u seek amy.
Hello. I think my life is currently eventless. And yet I'm posting. Just came back from aunt's house, smuggled four people into back of cab. We saw my baby cousin again. He looked the same, and i think his crib looks like a princess bed. o.o For the first time in history, my dad let me use the internet so late at night. See, I was on my bed, unable to sleep. He walked into the room. So he was like "you can't sleep?" and then he thinks for a while and says: "Okay, you can use the computer until 11:30. then sleep" I think he's being overkind. I think this holiday is gonna be very eventless too. Aside from thursday, when i'm POSSIBLY gonna go to chingying's house for juben acting thing. Or unless my mum lets me hop over to kids cove and help out there. or i get to babysit for 8 bucks an hour. my uncle very nice. he pays more than macs. Whee. I just recently found out what If you seek amy means. -.- Thanks, isaac. now i know i'm really slow. read it out. you'll know. I suddenly have a craving for "Your dad is so dumb..." jokes. xD not cos my dad is stupid. dont worry. he's smarter than me. -.- Your dad is so dumb that when his wife told him christmas was round the corner and to buy her a present, he went looking for it.Your dad is so dumb he brought a spoon out when he was told it was chilly out.Your dad is so dumb that he stared at a box of apple juice for five minutes just because it said "concentrate".Your dad is so dumb that when he saw the sign "Airport Left" while driving, he turned around and went home.Your dad is so dumb he got run over by a parked car.Your dad is so dumb he sat on the TV and watched the couch.Your dad is so dumb, when he went for a blood test he studied for it.AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE: Your dad is so dumb that when he saw "Get Charged" on a pink dolphin bottle he poured it on his handphone.Courtesy of patrick. Lameness. Okay, I'll go handle Facebook and get to sleep. I'm smashed. Wait. That means drunk. Never mind. That reminds me of a joke about drunk driving. xD A policeman pulls a driver over for swerving in and out of lanes on the highway. He tells the guy to blow into a breathalyzer."I can't do that, officer, I'm an asthmatic. I could get an asthma attack if I blow into that tube.""OK, we'll just get a urine sample down at the station.""Can't do that either, officer. I'm a diabetic. I could get low blood sugar if I pee in a cup.""Alright, we could get a blood sample.""Can't do that either, officer. I'm a hemophiliac. If I give blood, I could die.""Fine then, just walk this white line.""Can't do that either, officer.""Why not?""Because I'm drunk lah!"Whee. Heard that on muttons. :] Here's another interesting little thingy. This is not meant to be crude. It is strictly for your edification and enjoyment.
Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger, it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore be incapable of fighting in the future.
This famous weapon was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew." Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French,saying, "See, we can still pluck yew! PLUCK YEW!"
Over the years, some 'folk etymologies' have grown up around this symbolic gesture. Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say (like "pleasant mother pheasant plucker", which is who you had to go to for the feathers used on the arrows for the longbow), the difficult consonant cluster at the beginning has gradually changed to a labiodental fricative 'F', and thus the words often used in conjunction with the one-finger-salute are mistakenly thought to have something to do with an intimate encounter.
It is also because of the pheasant feathers on the arrows that the symbolic gesture is known as "giving the bird."
Gotta get that BOOM BOOM BOOM.
I just discovered something horribly wRONG with rong ying. no, this isnt a pun. But recently, after some thinking, me and iris uncovered her mysterious past. [dont worry, its all fake. we're not changing anything though. unless someone objects so violently i'm in danger of getting hurt.] RONGYING'S DARK PAST [a.k.a. her boyfriends/husbands thus far.]1. Lin Min - she ran off and feigned her death after marrying linmin and having two kids. 2. Belinda - she got dumped. 3. Melvin - MARRIED, then she offered that he go for sex change operation and thus he became less interested in women. 4. Zong Ming - she got dumped cos she never really knew where Moscow was. -.- 5. Zheng Jun - got dumped for current interest [ahem. LXY] 6. Wei Qiang - she got sick and tired of him and slammed a volleyball onto his head as retribution. o_o 7. Patrick - got dumped for his current wife [see 2L family tree.] 8. Jing Pei [Jay Pee] - she dumped him when one fateful night, she was drunk, asked him to sing, and almost died from the excruciating horribleness. xD 9. Zhi Min - got dumped for his current wife too [again, refer to family tree.] 10. Jian Chong - currently married to, with a happy life, and seven children. In the night I hear them talk, coldest story ever told, somewhere far along this road, they lost THEIR soul, to a woman so heartless.Now you know her dark past. Lameness. Oh well. Went for band again today, my mom suggested i skip school this morning cos for some reason [insomnia?], i couldnt sleep till 3 AM. (i know this because i listened to "pillowfight with soo until it was over) Cass went home halfway cause she had a fever and thus had to go home. THIRTYNINEPOINTONE. THEN. uh. we had no problem with history. except the freakin fire drill. took away 15 minutes of our recess. there were two "fires", and a few "casualties", and a few "missing students". sigh. missed history cos of that. and i was starting to like it too. HCL... cass went home after this, as usual zhenglaoshi put us up to our ABCD thing, and again, B group won. by a long shot. I dont think the rest of the day is worth mentioning. Except for band. We learnt the first two pages of saga maligna pretty well. its almost perfect. :] cant believe how focused isaac's actually being now. aside from the several outbursts of "crack a bottle (lick the cheese from under my nut)" and "i got it from my mama". but still, they were minimal. which was good. We're also starting to use overture one as warmup cos it sounds pretty good with the three of us together. Yay. I should go handle cass's great truckload of facebook notes. -.- and settle some things in my head. wow. david archuleta's actually beaten cook to get a number one in 987. [i think.] a little too not over you. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.
WELCOME TO THE WORLD, BABY COUSIN!
So cute!
Oh well.
Today's a school holiday. Cos of good A-level results. Top Five JCs man!
And as always, I'm spending it alone, at home, crapping.
I should come up with some sort of thingy to do.
I'll think i'll movie marathon today.
There's band tmr. I wonder how Seng Joe will react when he finds his precious trombone gone from his classroom.
He'll probably get a gigantic scolding, unless he can "reason" his way outta this one.
Baby cousin was officially born on 11 March, at KK hospital.
so cool. I will not mention his name on a public blog in case, yeah. But msn me if you ABSOLUTELY wanna know.
Gotta do ACC powerpoint for the guys, and edit the juben, lest I be accused of not doing anything again. I'll go dig up my language bar, dont worry, and my geog. And RS.
Sigh. And Japanese. I expect we'll have yet another quiz when school reopens.
Fridays seem very happy now.
Because I get to go for band. Which has become one of the highlights of my day.
If you know me very well, you'll know why.
And also, yeah.
Never mind.
We're going off to see Mendoza on saturday. I think. We get to play with him since my aunt is being DISCHARGED soon. today or tomorrow.
NAPFA MOCK TEST.
I think I improved a tiny bit, but my SBJ still suckish.
Inclined Pull-ups were lousy. My chin didnt even touch the bar for the thing, but the guys counting for me still count. In the end I got eleven.
But without them counting I would have gotten like 3 to 5. I seriously need to improve.
SBJ was bleh. First time jump in front of teacher was okay. Not so good, not so bad. Everybody was cheering, for dunno what reason.
I think my shuttle run will be like S**T.
and my 2.4 run. i need to improve stamina.
At least my results were DECENT. although chinese kinda sucked. Everyone's talking about how "OH MY RESULTS ARE SO LOW! SIXTY SOMETHING!" Yeah. The frustrating thing was that, IF I TRIED MY CHENGYU SUYU YANYU instead of slacking, I would have gotten a 70 PLUS grade.
69.
-sigh- I so wanted to make a jump improvement so zhenglaoshi will be like: "oh, zui hao jin bu shi laura." -_-
wow. it sounds like a lame dream, but still. I need to buck up.
For math too. Almost failed. And to think at the start of the year I was getting good at it.
Guess I was wrong.
At least I hope to own for LA, and at least PASS for geog.
Oh well. Off to movie marathon now. And spend the rest of my day stoning for not being able to go out. xD
Haha.
I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep, and I don't wanna miss a thing.
EDIT: special request.Here is a little section dedicated to my lame friend who says she wants her name in my posts:YPS is very lame. xDThere.Visited Kids Cove [the special school my aunt owns. or something.] today for lunch. Played with the little kids. I think they're really cute. [: They seem to like peek-a-boos a lot too. And I got tired chasing them around. They're about as active as normal below five-year-olds. Or more. Think i should post some pictures up soon. haha. Speaking of little kids, my OTHER aunt [i've got many aunts, yaknow.] is giving birth tomorrow. So we get to welcome a new baby cousin into the world. Going to see him on monday, after band. Wonder what his name is. Went to cathecism after lunch. My mom, my [yet another] aunt and trysha went to go off to orchard to buy my new cousin presents. Cathecism is always kind of entertaining. Some idiot keeps spurting nonsense and we get to watch the cathecist respond. Whee. Test update. I remember mentioning something about my chinese being crap. Well, i got it back. And the results were totally not expected. I passed. By nine marks. 59/100. got scolded by zhenglaoshi abit. she told me to try and not give up. I think i give up too easily. When chinese is concerned. Math. Not so good. But no so bad either. 17/30. Science, good. Thanks to my mugging the day before, about everything including the extensions. Like the anthrax, which gave me a freaking THREE for my bonus question. I wrote nine lines. So science ended up being 27/30. Jap. Bleh. I did okay... but my standard seriously dropped. I used to get forty and above. Last year. Now I dropped to 30.5/50, cos i never study. I think thats pretty good for something who last-minute mugged everything though. All the pro-ers like rongying and patrick [he IS kinda] and iris [who insisted she screwed it, though i dont believe her] probably got 40 above. Now awaiting Geography and LA. I think i'll screw both cos I never studied cos I went for SP. Obviously joking. Going for SP was my choice. So was not studying, cos I thought got nothing to study for. Actually there isnt. Oh well then. Yet another weekend. Saturday seemed to have gone by quite fast. Friday was okay. Band SP was good. Weiting was teaching sengjoe how to "correct his embroschure", getting him to play C. we were practicing saga maligna and overture number one for warmup. White Horse by Taylor Swift is at number one bytheway. american idol update. And the 2009 top THIRTEEN [yes, they made a little change] consists of: Allison Iraheta, Anoop Desai [anoop dawg], Danny Gokey, Jasmine Murray, Jorge Nuñez, Kris Allen, Lil Rounds, Matt Giraud, Megan Joy, Michael Sarver, Scott MacIntyre, Adam Lambert [joe jonas], and Alexis Grace. Hm... kinda satisfied. Just disappointed they didnt put tatiana through. xD HAHAHAHA. I think anyone sitting a bus with cass should be careful of where they're sitting. Sigh. So I sat near the window, next to the place where they put the bus number sign. And cass takes the opportunity to touch me all over the "stomach", so i crouch down, but whenever i sit up, she does it again. So i finally put my bag over my "stomach". Me: ha. now you cant touch it. Cass: OH, I'LL FIND A WAY. Me: no you cant. Cass: YES I CAN. -fiddles with something- Me: no you - Cass: -reaches behind the bag- Dumb. D: I dont even remember if it went like that. CASS, would you like to enlighten me. -sigh- I think i shall go off and facebook again. Finally, after such a long time, a LONG post. And a possibility of a second post within the day. I'm finally getting my blog-addict spirit back. Time, time, time hasn't told anyone else yet, let my love loose again.
Wow. What a giant gap. (: Didnt have time to use the computer. So many people coming to singapore all of a sudden. it was fall out boy, then duffy, jason mraz, red jumpsuit apparatus, and then david archuleta in april. o_o yay. i dont think i'll ever get to go to a concert. oh well. Listening to the top 20 now. Missed the first half cos of american idol wild card round. We recently changed our old set-top box for a more digital one. i dont know if its permanent, but it came with over 100 channels. yay. Next thursday is our holiday, cos of good A-level results. During math, which suddenly became more fun, the announcement came on. "We would like to congratulate last year's year sixes for blah blah, so in commemoration, next thursday will be a school holiday." and everyone cheers. all over the school. i didnt even hear if it was a tuesday, wednesday or thursday. UH. cos of the school holiday, we miss music. and we wont get to see mister yandao again. (: another jap quiz next week. we have one every week. Speaking of tests, my hand is seriously cramped. Today we did three bunches of writing, essays and stuff. we had geography first, which i crapped about. Then we had history, an assignment in class. an essay. Then LA, which was okay okay, except i didnt know what statement to use so i went ahead and wrote one in. i rushed the second question too. Heck. I think i'm gonna go facebook. (: PEOPLE, if you're freaking rich, i want a new phone for my birthday. REMEMBER THIRD DECEMBER. wow. that rhymes. lame. haha. I'll be there with you through it all.
Yo. Today was really suckish. I think this week is starting out really badly. Got reminded again, during band, of my utter suckishness.I know its supposed to have a lesser effect than what mr ng says. But somehow it has a greater effect. Like, try having someone who constantly criticizes you to criticize you. And compare it to your good friend criticizing you. they were like, "you cant just say i'm coming, i'm coming anyhow. we waited until 5 or 6 and nobody turned up." and i felt like crying. because i was the one who did that. i skipped band just to slack. It just makes you feel like you're a freakin horrible person. Like you really suck. So, now, I have to find some freakin way to organize my freakin time and do well in my studies and in band. my time management has always sucked. Though my situation cant compare to cass's just now. She just emo-ed her heart out to me on msn. Its really sad. Even though she's okay now, what she told me really made me think. We eventually have to face the fact that one day, people change. One day, we can come to school and they are completely different. It makes us remember what they were like before. It makes us miss them, in some way. Like when we have good friends who used to support us, and help us. And now, they abandon us, they leave us alone. And they avoid the problem issues when we ask them. They ignore us completely. We just have to remember, that good friends see past our weak points, and they never ever abandon us. So if they did, they're not good friends at all. And if they dont even treat us like friends, feel welcome to treat them the same way. Thats how we tell if you chose the right friends or not. Wow. that was vaguely philosophical. -thumbsup- I just found out Seng Joe has facebook. his name is Watt. xD isaac bursted his specs today. he couldnt see during band. i was amazed he didnt trip over the stairs. but still, that didnt stop him from singing "my humps". while beatboxing. -.- i saw my juniors. isaac and weiting were right about them. haha. i think i did well during sp. i could finally follow. except for some rhythm problems. it was okay, aside from the part that made me feel horrible. I think i should go do other stuff now. And try to reflect. It helps you learn. Oh. We're going to Towner Gardens School for CIP, a special school, like kids cove, the school my aunt manages. so reflection's gonna be easy. cos i have experience with autistic, down syndrome kids. who are below 5. xD they're like normal little kids. except they're a bit slower. yay. What does it take to show you, that's its not the life it seems.
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What the heck. I just typed in a whole post, and it all disappeared because of connection reboot. Yeah. Halfway to a hundred. Actually posting and not changing url so people have something to read every day. And after I transferred Twilight! movie to my comp, a swarm of people want it. Consisting of cass chingying and belinda. Its so overwhelming. [comeon, you have to sense the sarcasm there. if not, you're dense.] School was okay. Science, we learnt about blood and the heart and the circulatory system. Watching a half disturbing half educational video about blood. Could hear cass laughing all the way across the room when vampires were mentioned. Imagined something hilarious in my head. So I laughed too. Probably looked crazy or something. Math, we started on quadratic graphs, which simply, i dont get. And i bet i'll fail math this year. Always so difficult to understand. We just got two huge assignments dumped on us for LA, stupid mockingbird. Have malay test tomorrow. Never studied at all. I'm gonna fail. Jap was mildly interesting today. We did our weekly kanji quiz and i got three wrong. Without studying. Somehow, i'm smart. [haha. as if that's believable.] Malay test tomorrow. Never studied at all. Guess i'll fail that too. The journey home was kind of average too. Patrick kept telling me i'd be super tall after my growth spurt. And talking about sick stuff. Rongying wore my headband again. And i took more pictures. patrick wore it too. And in the end, i'm the only one who looks halfway decent or more with a headband. Saw two guys with super high pants. All the way until their chests. Took me all my willpower and more to not laugh out loud. Because that would be rude. But after they got off I exploded. Seriously, they looked super hilarious. Gonna stay back for CME with cass tomorrow. Helping her with it. Hope we get something done. The group is kinda slack, but maybe we can still pull something off. So close, yet so far, it's tearing me apart, what would I do to be there with you.
Hey. Tomorrow's Earth Hour. Switch off your lights. And next week's SYF. Hope we do well. :D After SYF we'll be dumped into main band. I dont know if I can cope. Need to chiong concert pieces. Dont know why, but felt really tired during band. We practised scales. I finally memorised all the major scales. Practiced saga too. And carmen. a bit. and as usual, overture one was warmup. And know the scales we're gonna be tested on really well. No shouting for us then? A certain someone will not be coming that day, cause of Towner Gardens, so we might stand a better chance of not being scolded. He slacked the whole day AGAIN today. Listening to 987countdown. Wonder if anyone knocked britney off the top. I hope that's gonna make you notice someone like me.
We got our new ezlink card today. Its my p6 photo. I honestly thought they would put the last year photo on it. Because last year we had to take a photo. I think I look weird. I remember the guy taking the photo was like: "Oh, can you close your mouth please?" Then I was like: "But I can't." Then he said: "Just try." And then I tried, and he took a picture. I looked like, sad. And super weird. Everyone else says I look cute though. I dont believe them. Went to macs with swah after school. Had some food, then did wireless stuff there. Had to sign up for wireless though. Its free. We stayed there for quite a while, doing computing. Then we left. And we took bus 30 home. In the end we didnt get much done. Except facebook. Which is lame, when you think about it. Today we got geog back. Surprise, surprise. I was the one failure mrs chin was talking about. I dont get geog at all. All those facts and what, dietary energy supply and all that. I think history is better. I'm gonna take history in year 3. At least my history is decent la. I think people will think I'm weird or something, because I actually want to go for history instead of geog. But seriously, my brain is wired in a way that I dont get geog. And I get history. And LA, possibly. I hope I dont flunk that too. LA is my last and only hope. If I flunk that, thats it. Performed juben yesterday. Did ren, you shao le yi ge. I was the main person in the story. But not the main role. But the role was kind of emotionless. Just surprise, thinking and nodding. I can never act. Sort of. Got fourteen and a half. Dont know what I got for peer evaluation. Hope they dont fail me. The tablets are pretty distracting, but I can still do my work. Found this on funnysign.com I think it's hilarious. There are others too, but I'll reveal them one at a time. What it is with you that makes me act like this?
Hey. The holidays are over, school's just started. This morning was darn sleepy. Dont know why. I think I didn't have enough sleep. Though tonight, I think i'll fall asleep once I my head hits the pillow. Band is tiring. Especially when we gotta hold C for 15 minutes straight. My upper lip was like, vibrating. D: Today we practised scales until they were buzzing around in my head. My "tootness" factor was slightly depleted today, because a certain guy had just found out I can play the electric guitar. "It just shocks me, you know, that a toot can play such a COOL instrument." I think we made real progress today though. :D Though we've landed ourselves with homework. I missed school. Its so eventful it cured me of my temporary insomnia due to me not being tired enough to fall asleep. I have a sleep problem. Or a very strong will. I once stayed awake after the dentist was supposed to put me to sleep to pull out my teeth when I was young. And I can stay up real late. So I need to be tired to sleep. And because of school, stupid packed sched, I can sleep so easily. Like a baby. Wow, ironic. Monday: Band, Tuesday: Jap, Wednesday: Malay, getting TABLETS this week, Thursday: Devoted to SP/may be doing computing with swah, Friday: Band. And I wanted to be free on wednesday at least. I need to destress. I'll go practice my "cool" instrument. [muttons are doing mouth guitar! xD] And edit my playlist. Hear david cook's got a new song. Need to listen to it now. And get new lyrics to use. What an exciting, unpredictable life I have. I'd swim the ocean for you.
VOTE EARTH! The holidays are finally over. I thought they'd never end.
Not that I'm overly happy about it though.
Somehow its disappointing.
I didnt even read my chinese book once.
Today I got news that I'm getting my braces in june.
Get ready to look like a freakshow.
I think my life will get better after the braces though.
No more difference!
I saw a rainbow yesterday!
Okay, I know many other ppl saw it and I shouldnt get so excited.
I think it was my first time seeing a rainbow though. Looked pretty magical to me.
God's promise to the world. It is magical.
Had mass gathering of cathecism classes on saturday.
Saw Sarah Tan from DHS! Didnt know she went to Holy Trinity.
We learnt about lent that day.
And humbling ourselves.
So we washed each others feet. The room was kinda cold. SO... it wasnt the most comfortable experience in the world.
But it was a humbling experience.
There was a meaning behind it all, of course.
Nick was in charge. xD Brings back memories.
Nothing more to post. David Cook's got a new song.
My dad's resorted to payment if we forget to turn off the lights. Environmental effort, maybe?
Just found out my baby cousin's really smart.
Dialogue (translated into english):
-granduncle comes home alone, without grandaunt, to get money-
cousin: where's grandaunt?
granduncle: oh, i took her to the hospital.
cousin: -thinks for a while- oh, she died?
At least i know he can deduce stuff. -.-
Well here we are again. Throwing punchlines no one wins. As the morning sun begins to rise, we're fading fast. And we won't work this out.
The holidays are coming to a close. [and somehow, I'm on the fence about it. because i'm not sure how different things will be after a one-week holiday. and then again, there's cca.] At least all my holiday hw is done. And I managed to finish all my library books. And I managed to practice my trombone at least twice. Hope this term is better than last term. Need to keep my hand-in-homework-on-time streak or else. term two here i come. Yeah, so I went to chingying's house yesterday. We drew a HILARIOUS picture for this I/C thing. And I had to call cass about the "NAI" problem between jc and cy. it was fun. fel is pretty freaky when she has to hang on to me and cry. I was shooting jc and cy 'HELP ME PLEASE' looks. I find it nice talking to chingying about stuff. We had a nice little talk on the way to the bus stop. Which is one stop away from my house bus stop. -.- But I just HAD to leave my wallet behind. and ended up going back and talking about meaningful stuff. She made me realise that from last year to this year, if you compare, things were pretty much unraveling. And I could see it. Kindof. From the totally we're-oh-so-bonded-ness to the state it's in now, i realised there's a difference. A BIG difference. I can never see OR find the root of the problem. But somehow, its depressing. When they're quarelling and being pissed with each other, I think to myself: Is this my class? Sometimes, when I think about the past and stuff, I find it hard to believe what state we're in now. I think I'll spend the rest of the day slacking then. And editing my playlist. And facebooking. See how exciting my life is! Feels like insomnia.
I think march holidays started out really badly. I somehow scratched my forehead this morning and now it's like... bleeding. There's a plaster on it. Then when I try to pull out tuning slide it hit my face again. D: What I accomplished today: Slack. Watch HSM3 on VCD. Practice trombone with my sis. she practiced her clarinet. :] Slack. Tried to do homework, and failed miserably. Somehow, this only accomplishes ONE of my targets. The trombone part.So boring. I want band. D: I'm reduced to counting down until some interesting shows come on. "OH OH OH LOOK IT'S iCARLY IN LIKE, FIVE MINUTES!" "MY GOSH, ITS CHEETAH GIRLS IN TEN MINUTES!" -.- look how despo i've become. And somemore I couldn't go for math camp thing. Only THREE lystra people online. Nobody to talk to. Darn. Can I leave the house PLEASE. I want a haircut. Last friday, isaac and weiting like, helped me notice this ugly baldspot on my head. D: Stupid fringe. I should cut my hair and change hairstyle. Or i'll have a bald patch. And I'm a girl for goodness sake. I am NOT going back to the lumps on my head. Thats not a good idea. Wow. It's so freaking late already. I shall sleep at eleven. Its alot earlier than i usually do. :D Must go facebook now. :] its addictive somehow. Did you hear of the baby who was born with two thingies? Usually if you're born with two thingies, you'd wanna cut the extra one off. But the doctors somehow decided to sew the two together to make one big one. -.- Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me how long all this darkness will surround you. Cos I'm burning for you, burning like a candle.Somehow the obsession gets worse everytime I see your name. It's all spiralling out of my control.
Yo. Going to chingying's house on thursday. Thats gonna be the only event in my holidays. Why is my life so boring. D: That's cos your dad won't let you go out and spend all your money on movies and popcorn. xDChingying suggested going to stalk your-highness. Mine-and-her's-and-fel's shared junior. Because it turns out he lives nearby. I am not stalking my own junior, thankyouverymuch. Looking forward to crapping a whole afternoon away with my "aunt", my "dad" and my "grandma". Okay, we're not gonna crap, but. Considering jianchong, we might. Gave up on history after a mere draft. At least it looks like an article. I wanna get full marks. Because if not my academic thingy will be bad and i wont meet my target GPA. and i will be very sad and emo and jump off a building. Obviously i'm kidding. Went to aunt's house yesterday, for a gathering to celebrate the baby. I drank like, 4 or 5 glasses of coke straight. i needed to pee so bad. played around with my uncle's electric guitar. :] its nice and silver. and cos he doesnt have a speaker, i get to use headphones, and thus i am the only one who hears my lousy playing. Huzzah. Somehow, everytime I start a post, I do other stuff and end up forgetting to post. Here's what I have to do during the hols btw: 1) Study tingxie 2) Jap Workbook stuff, e-learning 3) LA comprehension notes thing 4) LA Nat Geo worksheet 5) History Task 6) Geography Task 7) re-revise math. 8) File everything else. 9) Practice trombone. Wow. Now that I type it out its not so much. But still, it looks like a lot when the certain somethings are scattered all over your desk and obscuring your keyboard. I wish there was band for us this holidays. Because even if we're not in SYF i wan prac. Still. I have my trombone here. and i can go bother my sis with my "duck-sounding" trombone playing. :D then i will come back and wow everyone. I remember the last time i brought my trombone home i learnt how to pitch until HIGH F. :D In year one. So i bet this time'll be better. cos i actually got pieces to practice. I think I'll go handle the facebook now. And think of what else to do during this week of holidays. Why is my life so eventful? But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if u seek amy.
Hello. I think my life is currently eventless. And yet I'm posting. Just came back from aunt's house, smuggled four people into back of cab. We saw my baby cousin again. He looked the same, and i think his crib looks like a princess bed. o.o For the first time in history, my dad let me use the internet so late at night. See, I was on my bed, unable to sleep. He walked into the room. So he was like "you can't sleep?" and then he thinks for a while and says: "Okay, you can use the computer until 11:30. then sleep" I think he's being overkind. I think this holiday is gonna be very eventless too. Aside from thursday, when i'm POSSIBLY gonna go to chingying's house for juben acting thing. Or unless my mum lets me hop over to kids cove and help out there. or i get to babysit for 8 bucks an hour. my uncle very nice. he pays more than macs. Whee. I just recently found out what If you seek amy means. -.- Thanks, isaac. now i know i'm really slow. read it out. you'll know. I suddenly have a craving for "Your dad is so dumb..." jokes. xD not cos my dad is stupid. dont worry. he's smarter than me. -.- Your dad is so dumb that when his wife told him christmas was round the corner and to buy her a present, he went looking for it.Your dad is so dumb he brought a spoon out when he was told it was chilly out.Your dad is so dumb that he stared at a box of apple juice for five minutes just because it said "concentrate".Your dad is so dumb that when he saw the sign "Airport Left" while driving, he turned around and went home.Your dad is so dumb he got run over by a parked car.Your dad is so dumb he sat on the TV and watched the couch.Your dad is so dumb, when he went for a blood test he studied for it.AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE: Your dad is so dumb that when he saw "Get Charged" on a pink dolphin bottle he poured it on his handphone.Courtesy of patrick. Lameness. Okay, I'll go handle Facebook and get to sleep. I'm smashed. Wait. That means drunk. Never mind. That reminds me of a joke about drunk driving. xD A policeman pulls a driver over for swerving in and out of lanes on the highway. He tells the guy to blow into a breathalyzer."I can't do that, officer, I'm an asthmatic. I could get an asthma attack if I blow into that tube.""OK, we'll just get a urine sample down at the station.""Can't do that either, officer. I'm a diabetic. I could get low blood sugar if I pee in a cup.""Alright, we could get a blood sample.""Can't do that either, officer. I'm a hemophiliac. If I give blood, I could die.""Fine then, just walk this white line.""Can't do that either, officer.""Why not?""Because I'm drunk lah!"Whee. Heard that on muttons. :] Here's another interesting little thingy. This is not meant to be crude. It is strictly for your edification and enjoyment.
Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger, it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore be incapable of fighting in the future.
This famous weapon was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew." Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French,saying, "See, we can still pluck yew! PLUCK YEW!"
Over the years, some 'folk etymologies' have grown up around this symbolic gesture. Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say (like "pleasant mother pheasant plucker", which is who you had to go to for the feathers used on the arrows for the longbow), the difficult consonant cluster at the beginning has gradually changed to a labiodental fricative 'F', and thus the words often used in conjunction with the one-finger-salute are mistakenly thought to have something to do with an intimate encounter.
It is also because of the pheasant feathers on the arrows that the symbolic gesture is known as "giving the bird."
Gotta get that BOOM BOOM BOOM.
I just discovered something horribly wRONG with rong ying. no, this isnt a pun. But recently, after some thinking, me and iris uncovered her mysterious past. [dont worry, its all fake. we're not changing anything though. unless someone objects so violently i'm in danger of getting hurt.] RONGYING'S DARK PAST [a.k.a. her boyfriends/husbands thus far.]1. Lin Min - she ran off and feigned her death after marrying linmin and having two kids. 2. Belinda - she got dumped. 3. Melvin - MARRIED, then she offered that he go for sex change operation and thus he became less interested in women. 4. Zong Ming - she got dumped cos she never really knew where Moscow was. -.- 5. Zheng Jun - got dumped for current interest [ahem. LXY] 6. Wei Qiang - she got sick and tired of him and slammed a volleyball onto his head as retribution. o_o 7. Patrick - got dumped for his current wife [see 2L family tree.] 8. Jing Pei [Jay Pee] - she dumped him when one fateful night, she was drunk, asked him to sing, and almost died from the excruciating horribleness. xD 9. Zhi Min - got dumped for his current wife too [again, refer to family tree.] 10. Jian Chong - currently married to, with a happy life, and seven children. In the night I hear them talk, coldest story ever told, somewhere far along this road, they lost THEIR soul, to a woman so heartless.Now you know her dark past. Lameness. Oh well. Went for band again today, my mom suggested i skip school this morning cos for some reason [insomnia?], i couldnt sleep till 3 AM. (i know this because i listened to "pillowfight with soo until it was over) Cass went home halfway cause she had a fever and thus had to go home. THIRTYNINEPOINTONE. THEN. uh. we had no problem with history. except the freakin fire drill. took away 15 minutes of our recess. there were two "fires", and a few "casualties", and a few "missing students". sigh. missed history cos of that. and i was starting to like it too. HCL... cass went home after this, as usual zhenglaoshi put us up to our ABCD thing, and again, B group won. by a long shot. I dont think the rest of the day is worth mentioning. Except for band. We learnt the first two pages of saga maligna pretty well. its almost perfect. :] cant believe how focused isaac's actually being now. aside from the several outbursts of "crack a bottle (lick the cheese from under my nut)" and "i got it from my mama". but still, they were minimal. which was good. We're also starting to use overture one as warmup cos it sounds pretty good with the three of us together. Yay. I should go handle cass's great truckload of facebook notes. -.- and settle some things in my head. wow. david archuleta's actually beaten cook to get a number one in 987. [i think.] a little too not over you. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.
WELCOME TO THE WORLD, BABY COUSIN!
So cute!
Oh well.
Today's a school holiday. Cos of good A-level results. Top Five JCs man!
And as always, I'm spending it alone, at home, crapping.
I should come up with some sort of thingy to do.
I'll think i'll movie marathon today.
There's band tmr. I wonder how Seng Joe will react when he finds his precious trombone gone from his classroom.
He'll probably get a gigantic scolding, unless he can "reason" his way outta this one.
Baby cousin was officially born on 11 March, at KK hospital.
so cool. I will not mention his name on a public blog in case, yeah. But msn me if you ABSOLUTELY wanna know.
Gotta do ACC powerpoint for the guys, and edit the juben, lest I be accused of not doing anything again. I'll go dig up my language bar, dont worry, and my geog. And RS.
Sigh. And Japanese. I expect we'll have yet another quiz when school reopens.
Fridays seem very happy now.
Because I get to go for band. Which has become one of the highlights of my day.
If you know me very well, you'll know why.
And also, yeah.
Never mind.
We're going off to see Mendoza on saturday. I think. We get to play with him since my aunt is being DISCHARGED soon. today or tomorrow.
NAPFA MOCK TEST.
I think I improved a tiny bit, but my SBJ still suckish.
Inclined Pull-ups were lousy. My chin didnt even touch the bar for the thing, but the guys counting for me still count. In the end I got eleven.
But without them counting I would have gotten like 3 to 5. I seriously need to improve.
SBJ was bleh. First time jump in front of teacher was okay. Not so good, not so bad. Everybody was cheering, for dunno what reason.
I think my shuttle run will be like S**T.
and my 2.4 run. i need to improve stamina.
At least my results were DECENT. although chinese kinda sucked. Everyone's talking about how "OH MY RESULTS ARE SO LOW! SIXTY SOMETHING!" Yeah. The frustrating thing was that, IF I TRIED MY CHENGYU SUYU YANYU instead of slacking, I would have gotten a 70 PLUS grade.
69.
-sigh- I so wanted to make a jump improvement so zhenglaoshi will be like: "oh, zui hao jin bu shi laura." -_-
wow. it sounds like a lame dream, but still. I need to buck up.
For math too. Almost failed. And to think at the start of the year I was getting good at it.
Guess I was wrong.
At least I hope to own for LA, and at least PASS for geog.
Oh well. Off to movie marathon now. And spend the rest of my day stoning for not being able to go out. xD
Haha.
I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep, and I don't wanna miss a thing.
EDIT: special request.Here is a little section dedicated to my lame friend who says she wants her name in my posts:YPS is very lame. xDThere.Visited Kids Cove [the special school my aunt owns. or something.] today for lunch. Played with the little kids. I think they're really cute. [: They seem to like peek-a-boos a lot too. And I got tired chasing them around. They're about as active as normal below five-year-olds. Or more. Think i should post some pictures up soon. haha. Speaking of little kids, my OTHER aunt [i've got many aunts, yaknow.] is giving birth tomorrow. So we get to welcome a new baby cousin into the world. Going to see him on monday, after band. Wonder what his name is. Went to cathecism after lunch. My mom, my [yet another] aunt and trysha went to go off to orchard to buy my new cousin presents. Cathecism is always kind of entertaining. Some idiot keeps spurting nonsense and we get to watch the cathecist respond. Whee. Test update. I remember mentioning something about my chinese being crap. Well, i got it back. And the results were totally not expected. I passed. By nine marks. 59/100. got scolded by zhenglaoshi abit. she told me to try and not give up. I think i give up too easily. When chinese is concerned. Math. Not so good. But no so bad either. 17/30. Science, good. Thanks to my mugging the day before, about everything including the extensions. Like the anthrax, which gave me a freaking THREE for my bonus question. I wrote nine lines. So science ended up being 27/30. Jap. Bleh. I did okay... but my standard seriously dropped. I used to get forty and above. Last year. Now I dropped to 30.5/50, cos i never study. I think thats pretty good for something who last-minute mugged everything though. All the pro-ers like rongying and patrick [he IS kinda] and iris [who insisted she screwed it, though i dont believe her] probably got 40 above. Now awaiting Geography and LA. I think i'll screw both cos I never studied cos I went for SP. Obviously joking. Going for SP was my choice. So was not studying, cos I thought got nothing to study for. Actually there isnt. Oh well then. Yet another weekend. Saturday seemed to have gone by quite fast. Friday was okay. Band SP was good. Weiting was teaching sengjoe how to "correct his embroschure", getting him to play C. we were practicing saga maligna and overture number one for warmup. White Horse by Taylor Swift is at number one bytheway. american idol update. And the 2009 top THIRTEEN [yes, they made a little change] consists of: Allison Iraheta, Anoop Desai [anoop dawg], Danny Gokey, Jasmine Murray, Jorge Nuñez, Kris Allen, Lil Rounds, Matt Giraud, Megan Joy, Michael Sarver, Scott MacIntyre, Adam Lambert [joe jonas], and Alexis Grace. Hm... kinda satisfied. Just disappointed they didnt put tatiana through. xD HAHAHAHA. I think anyone sitting a bus with cass should be careful of where they're sitting. Sigh. So I sat near the window, next to the place where they put the bus number sign. And cass takes the opportunity to touch me all over the "stomach", so i crouch down, but whenever i sit up, she does it again. So i finally put my bag over my "stomach". Me: ha. now you cant touch it. Cass: OH, I'LL FIND A WAY. Me: no you cant. Cass: YES I CAN. -fiddles with something- Me: no you - Cass: -reaches behind the bag- Dumb. D: I dont even remember if it went like that. CASS, would you like to enlighten me. -sigh- I think i shall go off and facebook again. Finally, after such a long time, a LONG post. And a possibility of a second post within the day. I'm finally getting my blog-addict spirit back. Time, time, time hasn't told anyone else yet, let my love loose again.
Wow. What a giant gap. (: Didnt have time to use the computer. So many people coming to singapore all of a sudden. it was fall out boy, then duffy, jason mraz, red jumpsuit apparatus, and then david archuleta in april. o_o yay. i dont think i'll ever get to go to a concert. oh well. Listening to the top 20 now. Missed the first half cos of american idol wild card round. We recently changed our old set-top box for a more digital one. i dont know if its permanent, but it came with over 100 channels. yay. Next thursday is our holiday, cos of good A-level results. During math, which suddenly became more fun, the announcement came on. "We would like to congratulate last year's year sixes for blah blah, so in commemoration, next thursday will be a school holiday." and everyone cheers. all over the school. i didnt even hear if it was a tuesday, wednesday or thursday. UH. cos of the school holiday, we miss music. and we wont get to see mister yandao again. (: another jap quiz next week. we have one every week. Speaking of tests, my hand is seriously cramped. Today we did three bunches of writing, essays and stuff. we had geography first, which i crapped about. Then we had history, an assignment in class. an essay. Then LA, which was okay okay, except i didnt know what statement to use so i went ahead and wrote one in. i rushed the second question too. Heck. I think i'm gonna go facebook. (: PEOPLE, if you're freaking rich, i want a new phone for my birthday. REMEMBER THIRD DECEMBER. wow. that rhymes. lame. haha. I'll be there with you through it all.
Yo. Today was really suckish. I think this week is starting out really badly. Got reminded again, during band, of my utter suckishness.I know its supposed to have a lesser effect than what mr ng says. But somehow it has a greater effect. Like, try having someone who constantly criticizes you to criticize you. And compare it to your good friend criticizing you. they were like, "you cant just say i'm coming, i'm coming anyhow. we waited until 5 or 6 and nobody turned up." and i felt like crying. because i was the one who did that. i skipped band just to slack. It just makes you feel like you're a freakin horrible person. Like you really suck. So, now, I have to find some freakin way to organize my freakin time and do well in my studies and in band. my time management has always sucked. Though my situation cant compare to cass's just now. She just emo-ed her heart out to me on msn. Its really sad. Even though she's okay now, what she told me really made me think. We eventually have to face the fact that one day, people change. One day, we can come to school and they are completely different. It makes us remember what they were like before. It makes us miss them, in some way. Like when we have good friends who used to support us, and help us. And now, they abandon us, they leave us alone. And they avoid the problem issues when we ask them. They ignore us completely. We just have to remember, that good friends see past our weak points, and they never ever abandon us. So if they did, they're not good friends at all. And if they dont even treat us like friends, feel welcome to treat them the same way. Thats how we tell if you chose the right friends or not. Wow. that was vaguely philosophical. -thumbsup- I just found out Seng Joe has facebook. his name is Watt. xD isaac bursted his specs today. he couldnt see during band. i was amazed he didnt trip over the stairs. but still, that didnt stop him from singing "my humps". while beatboxing. -.- i saw my juniors. isaac and weiting were right about them. haha. i think i did well during sp. i could finally follow. except for some rhythm problems. it was okay, aside from the part that made me feel horrible. I think i should go do other stuff now. And try to reflect. It helps you learn. Oh. We're going to Towner Gardens School for CIP, a special school, like kids cove, the school my aunt manages. so reflection's gonna be easy. cos i have experience with autistic, down syndrome kids. who are below 5. xD they're like normal little kids. except they're a bit slower. yay. What does it take to show you, that's its not the life it seems.
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