had a stupid day today.
worst day of the week really.
yeah, to start off with, we had a stupid math test. i'm gonna fail it. that stupid question everyone didnt know how to do, and the others where i completely screwed up.
played capt ball for pe. yeah i'm used to not playing [i know i suck :P], but what i really enjoyed was rongying's outbursts of "AAAAAAH!" and when she finally caught the ball, "BALL BALL BALL BALL."
yeah, then chinese sucked. got back test. i'm not gonna care about who knows my grades. 32half. worst ever.
geog also must get C, which really made up the worst day of this week.
i'm gonna take history, i'm not caring anymore.
you know, when ppl around you are all: "oh dammit, i missed a plus by a few stinkin marks!" and bury their head in their arms all depressed.
yeah, i would wish for just a B right now.
and a PASS for chinese, to just UNDERSTAND a bit of the tiankong.

then stupid thirdlang had to come along. listening was suckish. abit of it, of course listening is my strength [-.-], but then that time i also very blur.
i felt like sleeping. i missed the first time the qn was played cos i wasnt paying attention.
then i had to rely on one hearing. which is totally unreliable.
then on the way back the stupid step had to trip me.
twisted my freaking ankle, and had a bunch of nicenice ppl to stay and put ice on my foot. i love iris for that. it didnt hurt so much, i was just in shock for a while, short of breath.

worst day ever? i dont think so yet. there's plenty more stuff to fail.
and i think i'll find myself even more disappointed then. so, for now. i'm not caring about the past and just moving on.

yeah, just to reassure cass, who felt guilty for not staying behind, you still called, and that counts too. :D
and you said "GET WELL SOON!" at least eight times. along with "i'm in the lift."

NUMB - Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
I've Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more awake
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste
Is more than I can take
But I know I may end up falling too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

yeah, its really numb. -.- i'm not emo, i'm just reflective.
and yeah, this song does describe the mood. i'm not emo.

had a stupid day today.
worst day of the week really.
yeah, to start off with, we had a stupid math test. i'm gonna fail it. that stupid question everyone didnt know how to do, and the others where i completely screwed up.
played capt ball for pe. yeah i'm used to not playing [i know i suck :P], but what i really enjoyed was rongying's outbursts of "AAAAAAH!" and when she finally caught the ball, "BALL BALL BALL BALL."
yeah, then chinese sucked. got back test. i'm not gonna care about who knows my grades. 32half. worst ever.
geog also must get C, which really made up the worst day of this week.
i'm gonna take history, i'm not caring anymore.
you know, when ppl around you are all: "oh dammit, i missed a plus by a few stinkin marks!" and bury their head in their arms all depressed.
yeah, i would wish for just a B right now.
and a PASS for chinese, to just UNDERSTAND a bit of the tiankong.

then stupid thirdlang had to come along. listening was suckish. abit of it, of course listening is my strength [-.-], but then that time i also very blur.
i felt like sleeping. i missed the first time the qn was played cos i wasnt paying attention.
then i had to rely on one hearing. which is totally unreliable.
then on the way back the stupid step had to trip me.
twisted my freaking ankle, and had a bunch of nicenice ppl to stay and put ice on my foot. i love iris for that. it didnt hurt so much, i was just in shock for a while, short of breath.

worst day ever? i dont think so yet. there's plenty more stuff to fail.
and i think i'll find myself even more disappointed then. so, for now. i'm not caring about the past and just moving on.

yeah, just to reassure cass, who felt guilty for not staying behind, you still called, and that counts too. :D
and you said "GET WELL SOON!" at least eight times. along with "i'm in the lift."

NUMB - Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
I've Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more awake
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste
Is more than I can take
But I know I may end up falling too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

yeah, its really numb. -.- i'm not emo, i'm just reflective.
and yeah, this song does describe the mood. i'm not emo.