today's ptm went better than i thought.
[btw, if you're reading this, you're smart enough to scroll down.]
i've changed back to a scrolldown skin again.
so scroll down.
thankyou for your cooperation.


arrived at school abit late for me, but waay early for my mom.
so she had to wait cos school tour just closed when i reached. -.-
she registered with vivian.
took an idiot test on her phone. and passed on the first try.
super boring being an usher.
stand at the door, say: good morning, please sit in the middle column. thankyou.
at least can enjoy aircon. and watch patty do lame stuff like making his own soundeffects to belinda's hp games, and march on the spot going "left, left, left right left."
went to check on my mom and some SCs went up to her and were like:
oh do you want to join the school tour?
my mom just said: oh sure! in this happy voice. -.-

so my mom saw mrskoh, zhenglaoshi and mrtan.
mrskoh really told her some bad stuff. like:
why can sarah hand in and laura cannot?
and stuff like that. i dont know. she probably said something along the lines of:
she sucks at math. she's super lazy. she needs serious help. [at least she passed. but she still sucks, so yeah.]
she said something about i should really step up now, because i'm like one of the worst in class.
and she told my mom abt zongming.
said something about another "problem child".
sounds like i need mental institution.
actually i wouldnt mind going there cos my mind is like really screwed.

mrtan was like: oh she's very misunderstood cos she's very quiet.
wth. how do i seem quiet to him?!
i just sit there, talk to rongying, witness zhengjun and his horny boost, and listen to the teacher, or zone out. okay maybe i'm abit quiet.

zhenglaoshi told my mom i should get tuition cos i veh awkward at speaking chinese. and that i got a C. [hahaha yeeees i passed. -.- yeah right. as if i'm satisfied with myself.]
even when i told my mom why dont i eat a dictionary she still laughed.
when i speak chinese, everyone will laugh.
all the hanyupinyin will be wrong, and it will turn into another sentence alltogether.
i also must do all the yuedubuties even if not graded.
i need to improve.

i feel very pissed with myself.
my la was only "okay". cos ms chan wasnt around to collect our work most of the time.
how do i hand in.
i'm going to hand in everything when she comes back and hopefully, i'll get a good grade.
somemore i got THREE c's.
goodbye, good career.
jap is a waste of time. sit there for what, four hours, and get a B. if i get an A, i'll be totally surprised.
should have dropped thirdlang.
nevermind. i'll try and pull it up, then if one of my subjects happens to suck at the EOYs, i'll use jap as backup.

not in the mood to do anything.
i'm gonna go start on my history. and my science. and my math.
must file everything this semester.
so i get a good grade.
i'm gonna do it all
BY MYSELF.

i'll go off to listen to some angry rock music now. -.-
that's the only thing that calms me down nowadays.
and playing the guitar.
cos i get to whack the strings as loud as i can with the door closed playing some weird rock song and my mom and dad wont mind.

your subtleties, they strangle me, i can't explain myself at all. and all the wants, and all the needs, all i don't want to need at all.

today's ptm went better than i thought.
[btw, if you're reading this, you're smart enough to scroll down.]
i've changed back to a scrolldown skin again.
so scroll down.
thankyou for your cooperation.


arrived at school abit late for me, but waay early for my mom.
so she had to wait cos school tour just closed when i reached. -.-
she registered with vivian.
took an idiot test on her phone. and passed on the first try.
super boring being an usher.
stand at the door, say: good morning, please sit in the middle column. thankyou.
at least can enjoy aircon. and watch patty do lame stuff like making his own soundeffects to belinda's hp games, and march on the spot going "left, left, left right left."
went to check on my mom and some SCs went up to her and were like:
oh do you want to join the school tour?
my mom just said: oh sure! in this happy voice. -.-

so my mom saw mrskoh, zhenglaoshi and mrtan.
mrskoh really told her some bad stuff. like:
why can sarah hand in and laura cannot?
and stuff like that. i dont know. she probably said something along the lines of:
she sucks at math. she's super lazy. she needs serious help. [at least she passed. but she still sucks, so yeah.]
she said something about i should really step up now, because i'm like one of the worst in class.
and she told my mom abt zongming.
said something about another "problem child".
sounds like i need mental institution.
actually i wouldnt mind going there cos my mind is like really screwed.

mrtan was like: oh she's very misunderstood cos she's very quiet.
wth. how do i seem quiet to him?!
i just sit there, talk to rongying, witness zhengjun and his horny boost, and listen to the teacher, or zone out. okay maybe i'm abit quiet.

zhenglaoshi told my mom i should get tuition cos i veh awkward at speaking chinese. and that i got a C. [hahaha yeeees i passed. -.- yeah right. as if i'm satisfied with myself.]
even when i told my mom why dont i eat a dictionary she still laughed.
when i speak chinese, everyone will laugh.
all the hanyupinyin will be wrong, and it will turn into another sentence alltogether.
i also must do all the yuedubuties even if not graded.
i need to improve.

i feel very pissed with myself.
my la was only "okay". cos ms chan wasnt around to collect our work most of the time.
how do i hand in.
i'm going to hand in everything when she comes back and hopefully, i'll get a good grade.
somemore i got THREE c's.
goodbye, good career.
jap is a waste of time. sit there for what, four hours, and get a B. if i get an A, i'll be totally surprised.
should have dropped thirdlang.
nevermind. i'll try and pull it up, then if one of my subjects happens to suck at the EOYs, i'll use jap as backup.

not in the mood to do anything.
i'm gonna go start on my history. and my science. and my math.
must file everything this semester.
so i get a good grade.
i'm gonna do it all
BY MYSELF.

i'll go off to listen to some angry rock music now. -.-
that's the only thing that calms me down nowadays.
and playing the guitar.
cos i get to whack the strings as loud as i can with the door closed playing some weird rock song and my mom and dad wont mind.

your subtleties, they strangle me, i can't explain myself at all. and all the wants, and all the needs, all i don't want to need at all.