band camp today = super tired.
at first i was all eager to prac and stuff. but then i realized the lousy condition of my instru.
plus halfway thru fullband my front teeth starting hurting like mad
in the middle of "pain", i was seriously in pain. as in, at that time, the pain was that intense. maybe not intense, but... uh. overwhelming?
it didnt help that it was f-ing cold in there.
if its rly my trombone pressing on my teeth, and its so agonizingly painful, then i wont be able to handle braces.
okay, i wouldnt describe it as agonizing. -.-
but still quite pain. i have to do something.
how am i gonna handle 2/3 more days of this.
see if its pain again tmr first.

lunch was agonizing too. -.-
like seriously. look around so long also got nothing to eat.
even isaac said it sucked.
lost my appetite after eating. it left me hungrier than ever.
so i felt super uh... weak? halfway through that fullband session. with my teeth hurting everytime i try to blow something.
then my busted lip which i somehow tore last night while watching hp5 on vcd.
i need to prac more.
i shouldnt be this tired.
sigh.

la essay, natgeo, math ass, chinese book report left. i didnt really do anything much.
sigh. must chiong on friday. :D
i'm giving myself a strict deadline.
or else i'm committing suicide.
[yathink i'm serious? -.- stupid.]

when you're at the end of the road, and you've lost all sense of control.

band camp today = super tired.
at first i was all eager to prac and stuff. but then i realized the lousy condition of my instru.
plus halfway thru fullband my front teeth starting hurting like mad
in the middle of "pain", i was seriously in pain. as in, at that time, the pain was that intense. maybe not intense, but... uh. overwhelming?
it didnt help that it was f-ing cold in there.
if its rly my trombone pressing on my teeth, and its so agonizingly painful, then i wont be able to handle braces.
okay, i wouldnt describe it as agonizing. -.-
but still quite pain. i have to do something.
how am i gonna handle 2/3 more days of this.
see if its pain again tmr first.

lunch was agonizing too. -.-
like seriously. look around so long also got nothing to eat.
even isaac said it sucked.
lost my appetite after eating. it left me hungrier than ever.
so i felt super uh... weak? halfway through that fullband session. with my teeth hurting everytime i try to blow something.
then my busted lip which i somehow tore last night while watching hp5 on vcd.
i need to prac more.
i shouldnt be this tired.
sigh.

la essay, natgeo, math ass, chinese book report left. i didnt really do anything much.
sigh. must chiong on friday. :D
i'm giving myself a strict deadline.
or else i'm committing suicide.
[yathink i'm serious? -.- stupid.]

when you're at the end of the road, and you've lost all sense of control.