HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS.

thanks for being such a great friend, and i hope your 14th year is as good as your 13th. i would have brought you a cake, but i wasnt there.
i'll give you your present either on saturday or during class outing or when we meet for math.


D: i just broke my D string while learning how to play 21guns. [it was sortof like: strum, strum, snap. -.- there's this scratch on my thumb now.] might be replacing tomorrow. my dads gonna buy a new string tmr.

didn't go for band today.
i felt so guilty the whole day. i didnt talk to my cousin. o.o
i was like thinking the whole time whether someone will get scolded cos of me.
i was also spending the day scared cass'll scold me for not re-buying her gift in time.
my aunt was like: "you know i only heard you say two words today."
was totally blur the whole day. my aunt caught me sitting alone in my uncle's spare room stoning. and the worst part was i didnt even know why i was stoning.
i think i either went mad, or i'm just sleep deprived. or just super blur by nature.

going for band tomorrow.
i dont wanna miss lunchtime concert and the 43rd anniversary. [the band is one year younger than my mom lol]
my baby cousin suddenly grew so much.
suddenly so fat and cute.
and i heard stories of my OTHER 2-year-old cousin choosing clothes that werent suitable.
why were'nt they suitable?
they were all pink.
i'm seriously concerned that he might turn out gay.

sigh. bought three new assessment books today. math and chinese. i'm gonna practice them everyday along with read some books and the news. -.-
and i hope i improve and get an A for my family to rejoice over and reward me.

when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS.

thanks for being such a great friend, and i hope your 14th year is as good as your 13th. i would have brought you a cake, but i wasnt there.
i'll give you your present either on saturday or during class outing or when we meet for math.


D: i just broke my D string while learning how to play 21guns. [it was sortof like: strum, strum, snap. -.- there's this scratch on my thumb now.] might be replacing tomorrow. my dads gonna buy a new string tmr.

didn't go for band today.
i felt so guilty the whole day. i didnt talk to my cousin. o.o
i was like thinking the whole time whether someone will get scolded cos of me.
i was also spending the day scared cass'll scold me for not re-buying her gift in time.
my aunt was like: "you know i only heard you say two words today."
was totally blur the whole day. my aunt caught me sitting alone in my uncle's spare room stoning. and the worst part was i didnt even know why i was stoning.
i think i either went mad, or i'm just sleep deprived. or just super blur by nature.

going for band tomorrow.
i dont wanna miss lunchtime concert and the 43rd anniversary. [the band is one year younger than my mom lol]
my baby cousin suddenly grew so much.
suddenly so fat and cute.
and i heard stories of my OTHER 2-year-old cousin choosing clothes that werent suitable.
why were'nt they suitable?
they were all pink.
i'm seriously concerned that he might turn out gay.

sigh. bought three new assessment books today. math and chinese. i'm gonna practice them everyday along with read some books and the news. -.-
and i hope i improve and get an A for my family to rejoice over and reward me.

when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul.