should take a break from all the emoing and trying not to cut myself or jump off a building.
[haha very funny.]
but i should lighten up and be happy, so i can think.

still tingling about rhythm.
i felt good about it, but i felt abit sad for the year4 seniors who were stepping down.
felt so excited from that wait outside the concert hall all the way to the finale piece, carmen.
i didnt want it to end actually. playing carmen and saga has become so fun i dont want it to stop.
stand by me was fun too, even though i didnt know what i was doing.
and i was scolded afterward for not standing up. :P
but i'll look really stupid when i stand up cos everyone can see me frantically faking.
my mom said they could see the look on my face when they announced the song from all the way where they were sitting. kind of like an exaggerated :O and O.O combined.
lol hilarious la.
cass afterward was damn funny too, running around outside shouting: "WHERE'S MY MOM?!" and running toward the bus stop like some frantic duck thing. -.-
i actually saw them get into their car and drive in the opposite direction.
so the sitution with cass was doubly funny.
i was like: "CASS. YOUR MOM IS OVER THERE." then she looked and was like, "nah." and ran off. -.- this just shows that you should listen to me kay. xD
i dont want rhythm to be over. i cant wait to do another concert again. so exhilarating.
i dont have my own camera and my phone camera sucks so i dont have photos damn. D:
i should have taken weiting's screwed collar. :]

[edit]
i wanna thank a lot of ppl too:
jingjie, for the cute lollipop thing. [its still intact cos it looks really cute and i dont dare touch it. i accidentally brought it to my aunt's house.]
sophin, for the postcard and the cereal choco thingys. [which are very yummy. i liked the postcard and the soccer guys which were very random. xD]
wenlin, for the card. [which i found very funny. i laughed at the hand for so long. -.-]
rumeng, for the card and chocolate. [that was the first thing i ate cos i cant resist chocolate.]
kengheng, for letting me eat some of your chocolate. :D [i almost stole all of the smarties, but i resisted it cos i thought it would be too greedy.]
zoe, for the cookies [which are ultra tasy. xD] and the card.
some trombone senior [benjamin? i dont know which] for the cute little orange with the face on it. [its very cute and i dont think i'm ever gonna eat it.]
patrick, chityee, sarah, mom, dad, trysh, my cousin, my aunts, and my grandma, for coming to see rhythm xxiii. [if chityee really fell asleep i'm jumping off a building right now.]
weiting and yanting should be thanked too, for experiencing the whole ride with me. [i loved weiting's screwed collar so bad cos i had something to laugh at]
and cass, for laughing at my pimple the whole time. -.- [you were a good punching bag. -.-]
also to all who helped me along the way. the teachers, mr ng, my wonderful seniors, and the friends who supported me. :D [i wouldnt get anywhere without you. :]]
MUST BE THANKFUL RIGHT.
[/edit]

i'm at my aunt's house now, and will be for the next two days.
going to sentosa tomorrow. i'll have a crapload of photos to post up by wednesday i'm sure.

i'm trying to zi-high with chocolates.
actually my favorite kind of chocolates. cos chocolates never fail to make me feel better.
and its working lol.
i'm playing random games too.
i guess these two days will be quite slack.
i'll catch up. i have my motivation. so i'll go for it.

yay.
okay kinda cheered up for now.
FOR NOW. TEMPORARILY.
this just means i need an unlimited supply of chocolates.
hand them over.
now.
-.-
sigh.

Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me.

should take a break from all the emoing and trying not to cut myself or jump off a building.
[haha very funny.]
but i should lighten up and be happy, so i can think.

still tingling about rhythm.
i felt good about it, but i felt abit sad for the year4 seniors who were stepping down.
felt so excited from that wait outside the concert hall all the way to the finale piece, carmen.
i didnt want it to end actually. playing carmen and saga has become so fun i dont want it to stop.
stand by me was fun too, even though i didnt know what i was doing.
and i was scolded afterward for not standing up. :P
but i'll look really stupid when i stand up cos everyone can see me frantically faking.
my mom said they could see the look on my face when they announced the song from all the way where they were sitting. kind of like an exaggerated :O and O.O combined.
lol hilarious la.
cass afterward was damn funny too, running around outside shouting: "WHERE'S MY MOM?!" and running toward the bus stop like some frantic duck thing. -.-
i actually saw them get into their car and drive in the opposite direction.
so the sitution with cass was doubly funny.
i was like: "CASS. YOUR MOM IS OVER THERE." then she looked and was like, "nah." and ran off. -.- this just shows that you should listen to me kay. xD
i dont want rhythm to be over. i cant wait to do another concert again. so exhilarating.
i dont have my own camera and my phone camera sucks so i dont have photos damn. D:
i should have taken weiting's screwed collar. :]

[edit]
i wanna thank a lot of ppl too:
jingjie, for the cute lollipop thing. [its still intact cos it looks really cute and i dont dare touch it. i accidentally brought it to my aunt's house.]
sophin, for the postcard and the cereal choco thingys. [which are very yummy. i liked the postcard and the soccer guys which were very random. xD]
wenlin, for the card. [which i found very funny. i laughed at the hand for so long. -.-]
rumeng, for the card and chocolate. [that was the first thing i ate cos i cant resist chocolate.]
kengheng, for letting me eat some of your chocolate. :D [i almost stole all of the smarties, but i resisted it cos i thought it would be too greedy.]
zoe, for the cookies [which are ultra tasy. xD] and the card.
some trombone senior [benjamin? i dont know which] for the cute little orange with the face on it. [its very cute and i dont think i'm ever gonna eat it.]
patrick, chityee, sarah, mom, dad, trysh, my cousin, my aunts, and my grandma, for coming to see rhythm xxiii. [if chityee really fell asleep i'm jumping off a building right now.]
weiting and yanting should be thanked too, for experiencing the whole ride with me. [i loved weiting's screwed collar so bad cos i had something to laugh at]
and cass, for laughing at my pimple the whole time. -.- [you were a good punching bag. -.-]
also to all who helped me along the way. the teachers, mr ng, my wonderful seniors, and the friends who supported me. :D [i wouldnt get anywhere without you. :]]
MUST BE THANKFUL RIGHT.
[/edit]

i'm at my aunt's house now, and will be for the next two days.
going to sentosa tomorrow. i'll have a crapload of photos to post up by wednesday i'm sure.

i'm trying to zi-high with chocolates.
actually my favorite kind of chocolates. cos chocolates never fail to make me feel better.
and its working lol.
i'm playing random games too.
i guess these two days will be quite slack.
i'll catch up. i have my motivation. so i'll go for it.

yay.
okay kinda cheered up for now.
FOR NOW. TEMPORARILY.
this just means i need an unlimited supply of chocolates.
hand them over.
now.
-.-
sigh.

Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me.