i'm determined. as soon as i know what to say, i'm gonna do it.
i'm not gonna hold back. i'm gonna talk. i need courage, and if i want it, i have to do something.
break out of my comfort zone.
or else this will never end. i need to talk.
but somehow, i cant. DAMMIT WHY AM I SO HOPELESS.

yesterday went to carl's jr hahaa.
i just got teeth pulled out so i still tasted blood, and was uncomfortable eating that portobellomushroomburger! [lol couldnt resist] i wanted to eat.
so i ate fish&chips, which actually defeats the purpose of going there. =.=
but my sister wasted no time in grabbing the free refills. she had at least 3.
and mixed coke with f&n.
my dad made this weird "OMGTOOFIZZY" face everytime he drank it lol.
then aft that went to roam around sony style. [tampines1]
i grabbed the ps2 and started randoming with the ghost busters game. -.- lol hopeless.
then went to have free time roaming abt tampines1 while my dad scoured the mall for transformers1 which my sister wanted so bad. [the cd turned out to be faulty, so we watched it on my laptop in a high-class movie theater = my room.]

in the end i went to cache cache and bought some shirt.
lollll. laming abt. and we were confined to bakerzin there. so... whynot haha.
i was trying to convince my mom to buy us another hamster.
i miss hammy and ranger. [yeah i know weird names dont hold it against me i was 5. they stuck with me ever since anyway. like it was meant to be. =.=]
my sister and i were young and foolish and so when the hamsters mated and gave birth, we chose to give away the adults. and left the babies defenseless and doomed to dieee.
hamster-abuse.
I NEED TO GET A LIFE, GET A REAL PET. [omg why am i quoting cass/mrzein.]

SOOO... uh yeah. i heard nobody [the wondergirls song] in cache cache and my sister started dancing and singing randomly wth.
yeah. that song very funny loll. the dance is damn gay. and i found this stupid vid of a weird policeman [MALE] doing that dance. totally O.o
yanting nonono you cannot learn the dance okay you're not gay and i will not let you become gay. xD

D: school tmr.
1055 confirmed cases in SG so far, the numbers expected to rise.
Can't they uh... cancel something?
Thirdlang?
School?
MAKE SCHOOL HALFDAY YEAH THATS IT.
shit why am i so friggin high now.
okay i need to go bang my head on the wall so i'm less high.
or else i cannot focus.
dammit i might get some heartattack soon. =.=

You can never say never, why we don't know when, time and time again, younger now than we were before.

i'm determined. as soon as i know what to say, i'm gonna do it.
i'm not gonna hold back. i'm gonna talk. i need courage, and if i want it, i have to do something.
break out of my comfort zone.
or else this will never end. i need to talk.
but somehow, i cant. DAMMIT WHY AM I SO HOPELESS.

yesterday went to carl's jr hahaa.
i just got teeth pulled out so i still tasted blood, and was uncomfortable eating that portobellomushroomburger! [lol couldnt resist] i wanted to eat.
so i ate fish&chips, which actually defeats the purpose of going there. =.=
but my sister wasted no time in grabbing the free refills. she had at least 3.
and mixed coke with f&n.
my dad made this weird "OMGTOOFIZZY" face everytime he drank it lol.
then aft that went to roam around sony style. [tampines1]
i grabbed the ps2 and started randoming with the ghost busters game. -.- lol hopeless.
then went to have free time roaming abt tampines1 while my dad scoured the mall for transformers1 which my sister wanted so bad. [the cd turned out to be faulty, so we watched it on my laptop in a high-class movie theater = my room.]

in the end i went to cache cache and bought some shirt.
lollll. laming abt. and we were confined to bakerzin there. so... whynot haha.
i was trying to convince my mom to buy us another hamster.
i miss hammy and ranger. [yeah i know weird names dont hold it against me i was 5. they stuck with me ever since anyway. like it was meant to be. =.=]
my sister and i were young and foolish and so when the hamsters mated and gave birth, we chose to give away the adults. and left the babies defenseless and doomed to dieee.
hamster-abuse.
I NEED TO GET A LIFE, GET A REAL PET. [omg why am i quoting cass/mrzein.]

SOOO... uh yeah. i heard nobody [the wondergirls song] in cache cache and my sister started dancing and singing randomly wth.
yeah. that song very funny loll. the dance is damn gay. and i found this stupid vid of a weird policeman [MALE] doing that dance. totally O.o
yanting nonono you cannot learn the dance okay you're not gay and i will not let you become gay. xD

D: school tmr.
1055 confirmed cases in SG so far, the numbers expected to rise.
Can't they uh... cancel something?
Thirdlang?
School?
MAKE SCHOOL HALFDAY YEAH THATS IT.
shit why am i so friggin high now.
okay i need to go bang my head on the wall so i'm less high.
or else i cannot focus.
dammit i might get some heartattack soon. =.=

You can never say never, why we don't know when, time and time again, younger now than we were before.