damn.
just when i was so happy about the format bar.
it goes away.
is my browser faulty?

while on the subject of sad stuff.
i am very worried about health check. [there is no injection right. i'm sick of those things.]
they said my eyes would be better and that the specs would make them better.
please get them off.
i dont wanna wear specs. [i shouldn't have read in the dark/lying all those years - i'm such a nerd =.=]
i hope they're better.
i've been fatefully wearing them... so.
PLEASE GET THESE STUPID GLASS THINGS OFF ME.
i dont wanna wear contacts either. contacts are uncomfortable, expensive, and are still second best next to no-glasses-at-all.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.

haha i just saw a few signs that were hilarious lol.
there's one that goes: "no entering during menstrual periods" xD sick.
and another that goes: "to all who use our competitors' products; happy fathers day" [a durex (cond** brand) ad]
and one that goes: "ENJOY LIFE. EAT PORK."
HAHAHAHA.
jianchong will love the pork one.
cass will love the menstrual periods one. and if she gets it, the condom one. -.-

tmr is national day.
i'm going to be cca-patriotic and wear my rhythmxxiii shirt.
because all the band ppl in class are gonna wear it.
and i dont wanna be left out and yeah.
i still remember the stupid sneetches video today. and hcl was jiaoyouzhidao.

[which got me thinking about how valuable friendship is, and then i started pitying myself and thinking you should pity me too. but then i realized how stupid i was being. i dont deserve to be pitied. if they are including me cos of pity, i'd rather not be included at all. i'm not a plain-bellied sneetch (-.-). i'm a star-bellied sneetch, at least in the eyes of my family. even if i did wrong, at least i have a fallback. school may not last forever, but my family, and their love, does. so, for now, i'm just chilling. i'm not asking to be pitied. and i'm not asking people to pity me for my cowardliness. its who i am. when it comes down to crunch time, i'm a dirty little coward. i've gotta face that. at least my family's there for me, at least they dont care i'm a coward. i'm not blaming anyone, i'm not flaming anyone. if i flame anyone, it should be me. but please, just forget about me. i'm not worth thinking about right now, not worth taking up that valuable space in your brain. just ignore me. just leave it. i'm perfectly fine. when i'm done being a dirty coward, and when i get a suitable attitude adjustment, i'll come back to you. please hold yeah. hope you have enough patience for me, cos you'll need a lot of it. flame me if you will for this part of my post. i dont mind right now. i'm not letting social pressure hurt me. i'm being my own person. I DON'T CARE. (see i love falloutboy yay) i know you want to mend what used to be. i want it too. but yeah, i cant do anything right now. at least until i get that attitude adjustment, and that slap in the face i havent gotten. do you know where i can get one? :D]

so here's the jist of the sneetch movie:
"OH HI I'M A STAR-BELLIED SNEETCH I ROCK AND YOU DON'T!" and then they took off and put on their stars over and over again and wasted all their money.
retards.
sneetches are uber lame.
and i dont think they help.
unless you have a stupid star on your stomach. =.= or you're fat. cos the sneetches are really fat.
that holds no connection whatsoever btw.
YAY.


omg hilarious newmoon parody. xD "EDDIE!"

sigh. i think i wanna prac again.
i'm alone at home so i think i'll have a wild college dance party, and entertain everyone with my imba trombone skills. and my superior riffing skills. [which i don't have! :D]
yeah right.
i'm gonna quietly practice while drinking coke through the mouthpiece.
xD haha kidding.
post again later.
come back, format bar. =.=

edit;
OHDAMN ITS NOT BACK!
i have reflected (see above xD)
and i'm perfectly happy with who i am. (no i'm not)
so i'm looking for that attitude adjustment.
and i'll be really grateful to someone who can get me a mental hospital number.
tenjewberrymuds. :]
i'm gonna go write a song haha.

i wanna, i wanna, i wanna touch you, you wanna touch me too.

damn.
just when i was so happy about the format bar.
it goes away.
is my browser faulty?

while on the subject of sad stuff.
i am very worried about health check. [there is no injection right. i'm sick of those things.]
they said my eyes would be better and that the specs would make them better.
please get them off.
i dont wanna wear specs. [i shouldn't have read in the dark/lying all those years - i'm such a nerd =.=]
i hope they're better.
i've been fatefully wearing them... so.
PLEASE GET THESE STUPID GLASS THINGS OFF ME.
i dont wanna wear contacts either. contacts are uncomfortable, expensive, and are still second best next to no-glasses-at-all.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.

haha i just saw a few signs that were hilarious lol.
there's one that goes: "no entering during menstrual periods" xD sick.
and another that goes: "to all who use our competitors' products; happy fathers day" [a durex (cond** brand) ad]
and one that goes: "ENJOY LIFE. EAT PORK."
HAHAHAHA.
jianchong will love the pork one.
cass will love the menstrual periods one. and if she gets it, the condom one. -.-

tmr is national day.
i'm going to be cca-patriotic and wear my rhythmxxiii shirt.
because all the band ppl in class are gonna wear it.
and i dont wanna be left out and yeah.
i still remember the stupid sneetches video today. and hcl was jiaoyouzhidao.

[which got me thinking about how valuable friendship is, and then i started pitying myself and thinking you should pity me too. but then i realized how stupid i was being. i dont deserve to be pitied. if they are including me cos of pity, i'd rather not be included at all. i'm not a plain-bellied sneetch (-.-). i'm a star-bellied sneetch, at least in the eyes of my family. even if i did wrong, at least i have a fallback. school may not last forever, but my family, and their love, does. so, for now, i'm just chilling. i'm not asking to be pitied. and i'm not asking people to pity me for my cowardliness. its who i am. when it comes down to crunch time, i'm a dirty little coward. i've gotta face that. at least my family's there for me, at least they dont care i'm a coward. i'm not blaming anyone, i'm not flaming anyone. if i flame anyone, it should be me. but please, just forget about me. i'm not worth thinking about right now, not worth taking up that valuable space in your brain. just ignore me. just leave it. i'm perfectly fine. when i'm done being a dirty coward, and when i get a suitable attitude adjustment, i'll come back to you. please hold yeah. hope you have enough patience for me, cos you'll need a lot of it. flame me if you will for this part of my post. i dont mind right now. i'm not letting social pressure hurt me. i'm being my own person. I DON'T CARE. (see i love falloutboy yay) i know you want to mend what used to be. i want it too. but yeah, i cant do anything right now. at least until i get that attitude adjustment, and that slap in the face i havent gotten. do you know where i can get one? :D]

so here's the jist of the sneetch movie:
"OH HI I'M A STAR-BELLIED SNEETCH I ROCK AND YOU DON'T!" and then they took off and put on their stars over and over again and wasted all their money.
retards.
sneetches are uber lame.
and i dont think they help.
unless you have a stupid star on your stomach. =.= or you're fat. cos the sneetches are really fat.
that holds no connection whatsoever btw.
YAY.


omg hilarious newmoon parody. xD "EDDIE!"

sigh. i think i wanna prac again.
i'm alone at home so i think i'll have a wild college dance party, and entertain everyone with my imba trombone skills. and my superior riffing skills. [which i don't have! :D]
yeah right.
i'm gonna quietly practice while drinking coke through the mouthpiece.
xD haha kidding.
post again later.
come back, format bar. =.=

edit;
OHDAMN ITS NOT BACK!
i have reflected (see above xD)
and i'm perfectly happy with who i am. (no i'm not)
so i'm looking for that attitude adjustment.
and i'll be really grateful to someone who can get me a mental hospital number.
tenjewberrymuds. :]
i'm gonna go write a song haha.

i wanna, i wanna, i wanna touch you, you wanna touch me too.