my mind is so jumbled D:
i'm thinking about this, and i'm thinking about that, and yeah.
cannot think properly.
i think its a miracle i paid attention in class today.
so many nagging thoughts.
i'm really confused.
don't know what the hell i'm supposed to do.
its not like any of the things i think about are remotely possible. or some of them.
its actually no use thinking about them.
and yet they're still there.
confusedddd.

ANYWAY.
i'm super shocked over my grades recently.
i never studied, not that hard anyway.
as in. i was really disappointed with my effort for the tests.
and then comefrombehind pass pass pass highmark pass blah blah blah.
WTFFFF.
am i like super lucky. actually in this time of the year, i'm supposed to be emo-ing about how i screwd up my grades again.
then somemore i passed math.
and geog essay i got 9/10 omg.
i almost failed or failed the previous one.
i'm extremely shocked with myself.
but i still get to emo this year.
chinese is a lost cause.
if i pass it, i'll jump off a building in utter shock.
doesn't that sound fun? :D
[ooh lol some person just got A for chinese in O'levels after not passing chinese for 4 years. and now i know its possible. xD]

all those people who failed shouldn't be too sad though [ooh this is contradicting. xD]
its not the end of the world [AHEM. WEITING.]
it can still be made up for, if you have the motivation, and the DRIVE! [AHEM. WEITING.]
never give up and keep going! [AHEM. WEITING.]
cos everything is possible. (: [like passing chinese O levels after failing for 4 years even if you dont need to take O levels. xD]
yeah i have to admit, this part of my post is mostly for weiting, cos i'm damn tired of hearing her say: "i failed my math test!" over 80 times. xD
but yeah. its not the end yet. there's still like 2 years of chances left. and grades aren't that important [=.= la speech]. for now. yeah. college is important too! xD [ohshit what if i fail college. =.=]
i'm so easy to understand right. :D

tmr is a holiday.
i need to catch up on some slacking. srsly.
i'll slack the whole day and at the end study for tingxie.
-.-
i'll go enter the spasticrongyingphoto contest on the class blog tomorrow too.
[i think lystra-hater is hilarious btw. hate us still come to our blog and tag. adding to visitor count xD]

damn dont feel like watching singapore idol today.
i'll go do what i do best.

in my shoes just to see, what its like to be me, i'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mind, just to see what we find, look at shit through each others' eyes.

my mind is so jumbled D:
i'm thinking about this, and i'm thinking about that, and yeah.
cannot think properly.
i think its a miracle i paid attention in class today.
so many nagging thoughts.
i'm really confused.
don't know what the hell i'm supposed to do.
its not like any of the things i think about are remotely possible. or some of them.
its actually no use thinking about them.
and yet they're still there.
confusedddd.

ANYWAY.
i'm super shocked over my grades recently.
i never studied, not that hard anyway.
as in. i was really disappointed with my effort for the tests.
and then comefrombehind pass pass pass highmark pass blah blah blah.
WTFFFF.
am i like super lucky. actually in this time of the year, i'm supposed to be emo-ing about how i screwd up my grades again.
then somemore i passed math.
and geog essay i got 9/10 omg.
i almost failed or failed the previous one.
i'm extremely shocked with myself.
but i still get to emo this year.
chinese is a lost cause.
if i pass it, i'll jump off a building in utter shock.
doesn't that sound fun? :D
[ooh lol some person just got A for chinese in O'levels after not passing chinese for 4 years. and now i know its possible. xD]

all those people who failed shouldn't be too sad though [ooh this is contradicting. xD]
its not the end of the world [AHEM. WEITING.]
it can still be made up for, if you have the motivation, and the DRIVE! [AHEM. WEITING.]
never give up and keep going! [AHEM. WEITING.]
cos everything is possible. (: [like passing chinese O levels after failing for 4 years even if you dont need to take O levels. xD]
yeah i have to admit, this part of my post is mostly for weiting, cos i'm damn tired of hearing her say: "i failed my math test!" over 80 times. xD
but yeah. its not the end yet. there's still like 2 years of chances left. and grades aren't that important [=.= la speech]. for now. yeah. college is important too! xD [ohshit what if i fail college. =.=]
i'm so easy to understand right. :D

tmr is a holiday.
i need to catch up on some slacking. srsly.
i'll slack the whole day and at the end study for tingxie.
-.-
i'll go enter the spasticrongyingphoto contest on the class blog tomorrow too.
[i think lystra-hater is hilarious btw. hate us still come to our blog and tag. adding to visitor count xD]

damn dont feel like watching singapore idol today.
i'll go do what i do best.

in my shoes just to see, what its like to be me, i'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's mind, just to see what we find, look at shit through each others' eyes.