omg.
everything about blogger is so screwed.
look at my blogskin D:
wtfffff.

i shall leave it there and let people enjoy: "Upgrade to Pro Today!" =.=
HECK.

Monday has been uh.
Okay.
so far, i've discovered a super-shocking red painful thing on my knee.
which hurts like shit.
and.
we did drills for 2 hours.
hahaha.
i think this is how UG feels like. xD
turn, check, left right left, up. D:
lollll.
2hours straight!
and then i greased my slide in the classroom. :/
i feel so guilty. the condition of my trombone is like shit and i don't take care of it even if i do know how.
and then i give the impression that i don't.
i think T.T
must maintain more often.

awaiting indoor results.
D: did i get in.
even if i didn't, i'm just gonna treat it as downtime to work on getting used to playing with braces and getting my tone (and range D: ) back.
OPTIMISTICISM. [there is no such word. :D]
IT WON'T KILL YOU. :D

[i just discovered that a certain kohrongying has facebook omgggg!]
=.=

who am i kidding. i can't do anything that i said i would. all words, no action, huh. DRAG YOUR STUPID PROCRASTINATING LAZY ASS UP THERE AND DO SOMETHING YOU STUPID IDIOT.

i'm currently bursting with pent up emotion yeah. D:
i dont wanna let it out here cos it will reveal some obvious things and i dont wanna sound like some lovesick angsty teenager. [small bits? T.T]
and lately, i don't have anyone to let it out to.
maybe i'll go for counseling when i'm free.
or i'll talk to my mom.
yeah talking to my mom is good.
walking that long visible pathway to the counselor's office is scary.
and i give the impression that i'm "needy" and i "should be pitied because she's going to the counselor!"
i need an outlet.
WAIT SHIT I ALREADY HAVE ONE.
=.=

cass taught me how to play a scale on the piano today. i feel accomplished.
piano feels very hard compared to the guitar.
like, pluck pluck pluck strum strum is easier than piano hahaha.
but the superhard riffs won't be. D:
I HAVE LONG FINGERS! =.=
guitar piano also can la. long fingers are good for both. :]

sighhh.
i need to sleep.
i'm going to fail chinese!
isn't that just GRAND.
happy birthday zhimin. =.=
damn, i, the birthday rep, owe someone a complementary qbread cake. T.T

i just wanna be alone tonight, i just wanna take a little breather, 'cause really all we do is fight, and everytime it cuts me deeper

omg.
everything about blogger is so screwed.
look at my blogskin D:
wtfffff.

i shall leave it there and let people enjoy: "Upgrade to Pro Today!" =.=
HECK.

Monday has been uh.
Okay.
so far, i've discovered a super-shocking red painful thing on my knee.
which hurts like shit.
and.
we did drills for 2 hours.
hahaha.
i think this is how UG feels like. xD
turn, check, left right left, up. D:
lollll.
2hours straight!
and then i greased my slide in the classroom. :/
i feel so guilty. the condition of my trombone is like shit and i don't take care of it even if i do know how.
and then i give the impression that i don't.
i think T.T
must maintain more often.

awaiting indoor results.
D: did i get in.
even if i didn't, i'm just gonna treat it as downtime to work on getting used to playing with braces and getting my tone (and range D: ) back.
OPTIMISTICISM. [there is no such word. :D]
IT WON'T KILL YOU. :D

[i just discovered that a certain kohrongying has facebook omgggg!]
=.=

who am i kidding. i can't do anything that i said i would. all words, no action, huh. DRAG YOUR STUPID PROCRASTINATING LAZY ASS UP THERE AND DO SOMETHING YOU STUPID IDIOT.

i'm currently bursting with pent up emotion yeah. D:
i dont wanna let it out here cos it will reveal some obvious things and i dont wanna sound like some lovesick angsty teenager. [small bits? T.T]
and lately, i don't have anyone to let it out to.
maybe i'll go for counseling when i'm free.
or i'll talk to my mom.
yeah talking to my mom is good.
walking that long visible pathway to the counselor's office is scary.
and i give the impression that i'm "needy" and i "should be pitied because she's going to the counselor!"
i need an outlet.
WAIT SHIT I ALREADY HAVE ONE.
=.=

cass taught me how to play a scale on the piano today. i feel accomplished.
piano feels very hard compared to the guitar.
like, pluck pluck pluck strum strum is easier than piano hahaha.
but the superhard riffs won't be. D:
I HAVE LONG FINGERS! =.=
guitar piano also can la. long fingers are good for both. :]

sighhh.
i need to sleep.
i'm going to fail chinese!
isn't that just GRAND.
happy birthday zhimin. =.=
damn, i, the birthday rep, owe someone a complementary qbread cake. T.T

i just wanna be alone tonight, i just wanna take a little breather, 'cause really all we do is fight, and everytime it cuts me deeper