# 143; [sign language for iloveyou;my unit number]

ohman i forgot the greetings.
AHEM.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINGYING/JELLYBEAN-O!
darn coding in html SUCKS.
i think blogger has like, h1n1 or something.
I MEAN. ITS ALL PALE. AND PURPLE AND BLUE.
=.=

i know that no matter what i do now,
i've failed chinese.
yet another expectation, failed too.
what do i tell my parents.
i studied like shit, but i studied the wrong thing.
i focused on the give-marks part and paid no attention to the rest.
if i get a 20-30, how can i face them.
how can i even face zhenglaoshi tomorrow when i take the paper from her.
i wanted to make a drastic improvement so that i can make all of them proud.
but what if i cant.
what if EOYs go the same way.
and i have to drop HCL.
i know it'll be easier.
but so many people will be disappointed in me.
the feeling will just crush all my insides.

I AM GOING TO DO THAT OTHER THING.
I HAVE TO TRY.
OR IT'LL EAT ME ALIVE.
YEAH SO WHAT DO I DO AGAIN.
ZZZ.
I'M PISSING MYSELF OFF WTFFFF D:
SO TOTALLY HOPELESS.
- leaps out the window -

TODAY.
i went home really early because a)today is day 6, b)i was supposed to go home early =.=.
assembly was msp.
sengjoe's voice was superfunny.
and retarded.
like: this stupid spastic voice.
and then he walked back across the stage with the microphone looking damn spastic.
and he brought the "hamburger" when he was being awarded wth.
i think all the band people were laughing when he talked.
i gotta feeling. (:

and i remember walking into the toilet today to iris's voice going:
-screams high-pitchedly- "OMG THERE'S BLOOD IN THE TOILET! -screams- "SOMEONE DIED!" -screams- "D: SOMEONE DIED IN THE TOILET!" -runs out of the cubicle and into the next one- "DD: SOMEONE DIED IN THE TOILETTTTT" -screams- "SOMEONE DIED IN THE TOILETTTTT DD:", etc.
i'm not revealing the reason for the blood.
guess it yourself.
but i advise you to stop eating before you guess.

sighhhh.
tomorrow my dad is coming back home.
:]
and on saturday i'm going to watch the SJ-ers doing stuff in my neighbourhood on the way home from church.
xD
OHNO NEXT WEEK IS THE NEXT DENTAL.
nevermind.
maybe i'll get used to it.

cuz i hate what you do, and i hate your whole crew, so please don't stay in touch.

# 143; [sign language for iloveyou;my unit number]

ohman i forgot the greetings.
AHEM.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINGYING/JELLYBEAN-O!
darn coding in html SUCKS.
i think blogger has like, h1n1 or something.
I MEAN. ITS ALL PALE. AND PURPLE AND BLUE.
=.=

i know that no matter what i do now,
i've failed chinese.
yet another expectation, failed too.
what do i tell my parents.
i studied like shit, but i studied the wrong thing.
i focused on the give-marks part and paid no attention to the rest.
if i get a 20-30, how can i face them.
how can i even face zhenglaoshi tomorrow when i take the paper from her.
i wanted to make a drastic improvement so that i can make all of them proud.
but what if i cant.
what if EOYs go the same way.
and i have to drop HCL.
i know it'll be easier.
but so many people will be disappointed in me.
the feeling will just crush all my insides.

I AM GOING TO DO THAT OTHER THING.
I HAVE TO TRY.
OR IT'LL EAT ME ALIVE.
YEAH SO WHAT DO I DO AGAIN.
ZZZ.
I'M PISSING MYSELF OFF WTFFFF D:
SO TOTALLY HOPELESS.
- leaps out the window -

TODAY.
i went home really early because a)today is day 6, b)i was supposed to go home early =.=.
assembly was msp.
sengjoe's voice was superfunny.
and retarded.
like: this stupid spastic voice.
and then he walked back across the stage with the microphone looking damn spastic.
and he brought the "hamburger" when he was being awarded wth.
i think all the band people were laughing when he talked.
i gotta feeling. (:

and i remember walking into the toilet today to iris's voice going:
-screams high-pitchedly- "OMG THERE'S BLOOD IN THE TOILET! -screams- "SOMEONE DIED!" -screams- "D: SOMEONE DIED IN THE TOILET!" -runs out of the cubicle and into the next one- "DD: SOMEONE DIED IN THE TOILETTTTT" -screams- "SOMEONE DIED IN THE TOILETTTTT DD:", etc.
i'm not revealing the reason for the blood.
guess it yourself.
but i advise you to stop eating before you guess.

sighhhh.
tomorrow my dad is coming back home.
:]
and on saturday i'm going to watch the SJ-ers doing stuff in my neighbourhood on the way home from church.
xD
OHNO NEXT WEEK IS THE NEXT DENTAL.
nevermind.
maybe i'll get used to it.

cuz i hate what you do, and i hate your whole crew, so please don't stay in touch.