# 145;

blogger seems fixed again.
for now.
blogger is like a "teenager who lives his/her life according to feelings; one moment they're up, one moment they're down".
there are three kinds of love lol. eros, agape, and philia. [eros has something to do with physical, 100% physical; hence, erotic. philia is brotherly love, hence philadelphia = the city of brotherly love. agape is godly love. self-sacrifical, and how you should love your spouse/parents.]
look how much i learnt from cathecism yesterday rofl.
if my cathecist sees this i will die from publicizing.

went to visit xy-bastian after cathecism yesterday.
spent 4 hours there haha.
took random photos of him smiling. he's damn cute.
and very happy.

i got a capo. it was 22bucks and is very shiny. my dad surprised me by bringing it up yesterday halfway through worldstagemalaysia.
it was boyslikegirls, if i remember correctly.
he looked at the tv, and pointed at the capo on what i think should be martin's guitar. then he randomly said "what's that called? you don't have that, right?"
then i said: "that bar thing? its called a capo. and no, we don't have it."
so he said: "capo? to change the tone right? okay sure. tomorrow you remind me, we'll go eat at tampines mall, then we'll go get one for you."
and so i got a capo for 22bucks.

my dad is so random haha.
halfway through mass, during collection, when he was giving us money, he suddenly took a US onedollar bill and put it in my hand.
"here. take it."
then me and trysha were all o.o
then he started grinning then he said: "so that your wallet will never be empty. its money, but you cant use it."
i love my dad.

and thanks to him and my mom's spotting of several yamaha brochures, i'm gonna be taking guitar courses at yamaha should our budget be enough.
no more misguided self-dependent learning.
i want the electric and steel acoustic course. [but steel acoustic requires your own instru and is more ex]
its 9months each level for indiv.
and is on friday/saturday.
should i go for it.

not really much to post.
tomorrow's teachers day celebration.
alr prepared and settled what i'm gonna wear. pretty standardized =.=
[lol my sister has just offered over her previous harrypotter-ish specs for me to borrow. she alr gave me her drumsticks -.-]
and yeah will take spastic photos for the enjoyment and general mental torture of happy innocent blog-readers.

and you. stfu, please. your disappointed tone one more time, and i will explode.
its like the world is against me.
but who am i to complain about this.
most of the shit that happens to me is 100% my fault, if not more. i cause the problems and then i complain, and more problems happen.
damn it.
shouldnt talk to anyone at all then.

need to make my teachers day cards zzz
we have so many teachers, [i think rongying mentioned 15] and a limited supply of paper.
will make them, need to thank them for actually putting up with me.
people rarely do.
in fact, i rarely do.

stop there and let me correct it, i wanna live life from a new perspective.

# 145;

blogger seems fixed again.
for now.
blogger is like a "teenager who lives his/her life according to feelings; one moment they're up, one moment they're down".
there are three kinds of love lol. eros, agape, and philia. [eros has something to do with physical, 100% physical; hence, erotic. philia is brotherly love, hence philadelphia = the city of brotherly love. agape is godly love. self-sacrifical, and how you should love your spouse/parents.]
look how much i learnt from cathecism yesterday rofl.
if my cathecist sees this i will die from publicizing.

went to visit xy-bastian after cathecism yesterday.
spent 4 hours there haha.
took random photos of him smiling. he's damn cute.
and very happy.

i got a capo. it was 22bucks and is very shiny. my dad surprised me by bringing it up yesterday halfway through worldstagemalaysia.
it was boyslikegirls, if i remember correctly.
he looked at the tv, and pointed at the capo on what i think should be martin's guitar. then he randomly said "what's that called? you don't have that, right?"
then i said: "that bar thing? its called a capo. and no, we don't have it."
so he said: "capo? to change the tone right? okay sure. tomorrow you remind me, we'll go eat at tampines mall, then we'll go get one for you."
and so i got a capo for 22bucks.

my dad is so random haha.
halfway through mass, during collection, when he was giving us money, he suddenly took a US onedollar bill and put it in my hand.
"here. take it."
then me and trysha were all o.o
then he started grinning then he said: "so that your wallet will never be empty. its money, but you cant use it."
i love my dad.

and thanks to him and my mom's spotting of several yamaha brochures, i'm gonna be taking guitar courses at yamaha should our budget be enough.
no more misguided self-dependent learning.
i want the electric and steel acoustic course. [but steel acoustic requires your own instru and is more ex]
its 9months each level for indiv.
and is on friday/saturday.
should i go for it.

not really much to post.
tomorrow's teachers day celebration.
alr prepared and settled what i'm gonna wear. pretty standardized =.=
[lol my sister has just offered over her previous harrypotter-ish specs for me to borrow. she alr gave me her drumsticks -.-]
and yeah will take spastic photos for the enjoyment and general mental torture of happy innocent blog-readers.

and you. stfu, please. your disappointed tone one more time, and i will explode.
its like the world is against me.
but who am i to complain about this.
most of the shit that happens to me is 100% my fault, if not more. i cause the problems and then i complain, and more problems happen.
damn it.
shouldnt talk to anyone at all then.

need to make my teachers day cards zzz
we have so many teachers, [i think rongying mentioned 15] and a limited supply of paper.
will make them, need to thank them for actually putting up with me.
people rarely do.
in fact, i rarely do.

stop there and let me correct it, i wanna live life from a new perspective.