# 149;

i can't believe it.
i'm really really surprised with myself. i'm really happy.
i thought i was going to get a 30-low 40 grade for chinese.
i got 49-half, after adding 4 marks. i'm damn happy with it. (:
patty said it would be rounded off.
i'm extremely happy.
i almost jumped off the sixth floor in shock.
considering my last test got 30 something, i'm extremely happy.
i revised my chengyu yanyu suyu the right way and passed it except for a few careless.
veryveryhappy.
so happy that i didnt get why weiting said she flunked her test when she got 60 plus.
excuse me while i hyperventilate in the corner while rocking back and forth giving the impression that i'm either drunk, high or insane :D

but that was it, really.
the same sucky mood continued today. [well, until i got my chinese paper, but the happy part lasted until the end of the period]
i kept thinking about what happened last night, and what's happened to my life.

at least there were no cartoons. =.=

sighhh. i feel really guilty now too, to add to all the shit.
i skipped my sp today.
i was supposed to have today to sp.
but then nobody was with me, then i started having this really bad headache.
so i very selfishly went home on 12.
i'm going to try and meet weiting tmr at 7 to try and sp in the morning.
she better come. =.=

i was in a bad mood at the end of the day, abit pissed when she didnt wanna sp.
but its okay, actually. i'm perfectly happy with weiting now.
partly cos i didn't go too.
for my own selfish reason.
slept just now anyway. my headache is almost completely gone le.
its like a dull ache now. -.- in the back of my head?

T.T
i just finished re-reading twilight. after my nap.
it was so clear in my mind lor, then when ms chan was talking about sweet breath during LA, i thought of edward cullen too. [i heard cass =.=]

sighhh. i'm going to revise humanities.
humanities seems very easy for me to revise.
because they're more interesting to me.
i dont think i will get in to HSSRP.
the teachers hate me anyway.
mrs chin was like: are you sure you can cope? the last time there was a research thingy.
i need to prove myself.

i feel the salty waves come in, i feel them crash against my skin; and i smile as i respire because i know they'll never win.

# 149;

i can't believe it.
i'm really really surprised with myself. i'm really happy.
i thought i was going to get a 30-low 40 grade for chinese.
i got 49-half, after adding 4 marks. i'm damn happy with it. (:
patty said it would be rounded off.
i'm extremely happy.
i almost jumped off the sixth floor in shock.
considering my last test got 30 something, i'm extremely happy.
i revised my chengyu yanyu suyu the right way and passed it except for a few careless.
veryveryhappy.
so happy that i didnt get why weiting said she flunked her test when she got 60 plus.
excuse me while i hyperventilate in the corner while rocking back and forth giving the impression that i'm either drunk, high or insane :D

but that was it, really.
the same sucky mood continued today. [well, until i got my chinese paper, but the happy part lasted until the end of the period]
i kept thinking about what happened last night, and what's happened to my life.

at least there were no cartoons. =.=

sighhh. i feel really guilty now too, to add to all the shit.
i skipped my sp today.
i was supposed to have today to sp.
but then nobody was with me, then i started having this really bad headache.
so i very selfishly went home on 12.
i'm going to try and meet weiting tmr at 7 to try and sp in the morning.
she better come. =.=

i was in a bad mood at the end of the day, abit pissed when she didnt wanna sp.
but its okay, actually. i'm perfectly happy with weiting now.
partly cos i didn't go too.
for my own selfish reason.
slept just now anyway. my headache is almost completely gone le.
its like a dull ache now. -.- in the back of my head?

T.T
i just finished re-reading twilight. after my nap.
it was so clear in my mind lor, then when ms chan was talking about sweet breath during LA, i thought of edward cullen too. [i heard cass =.=]

sighhh. i'm going to revise humanities.
humanities seems very easy for me to revise.
because they're more interesting to me.
i dont think i will get in to HSSRP.
the teachers hate me anyway.
mrs chin was like: are you sure you can cope? the last time there was a research thingy.
i need to prove myself.

i feel the salty waves come in, i feel them crash against my skin; and i smile as i respire because i know they'll never win.