# 157;

GAHHHH.
damn it i have NO FREEDOM.
he scolds me on "choosing by yourself to stay back", and i "cannot do anything unless I TELL YOU."
ITS SCHOOL.
where would i go? some bar to watch porn? zzz.
then why dont we just buy some condo next to the school?
WTF.
he doesn't trust me, and he expects me to respect him.
its damn hard.
i cannot even use the internet without his permission la.
like: "ohnoes! it will lag my computer gameeee! D:"
WTFFFF.

sighhhhhhhh.

i am very angry today.
if i had like 10% more freedom, i'd be damn happy.
its like i'm a little kid.
am i that untrustworthy?

when is band phototaking. =.=
do we even have phototaking.
i wish i could perform this friday.

WHY IS MY LIFE SO FRIKING HARD.
you dont know me at all.

maybe someday we can figure all this out, try to put an end to all our doubt, try to find a way to make things better now; and maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud, we'll be better off somehow; SOMEDAY.

# 157;

GAHHHH.
damn it i have NO FREEDOM.
he scolds me on "choosing by yourself to stay back", and i "cannot do anything unless I TELL YOU."
ITS SCHOOL.
where would i go? some bar to watch porn? zzz.
then why dont we just buy some condo next to the school?
WTF.
he doesn't trust me, and he expects me to respect him.
its damn hard.
i cannot even use the internet without his permission la.
like: "ohnoes! it will lag my computer gameeee! D:"
WTFFFF.

sighhhhhhhh.

i am very angry today.
if i had like 10% more freedom, i'd be damn happy.
its like i'm a little kid.
am i that untrustworthy?

when is band phototaking. =.=
do we even have phototaking.
i wish i could perform this friday.

WHY IS MY LIFE SO FRIKING HARD.
you dont know me at all.

maybe someday we can figure all this out, try to put an end to all our doubt, try to find a way to make things better now; and maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud, we'll be better off somehow; SOMEDAY.