# 160;

its so freaking hard to chase after something that just might hate you so much its impossible.
at least someone's finally there to remind me i'm still somebody.

math ct tmr.
i suck at math.
revising tonight as a last-ditch effort.
i'm gonna screw it, as usual.
like i screwed today's acc.
and yesterday's roleplay.

confusion;
did you really have to do that, when i'm so confused about it?
hell, its not even worth my concern, anyway.
you're you. can't change that.
might as well not give a damn.

i'm going to mug as hard as i've ever mugged ever these next few days, leading up to EOYs.
i need to make sure i do well.
or at least better than the screwup that was last sem.
-.-
i need someone to help me mug.

jap oral is 2 days away.
i've practically memorized my speech.
going over it again tonight, and then going over all the basic grammar stuff.
dont want to sound like an idiot xD
and i want that 9.5 back.

watching HSM3 again cos trysh felt like it and she didnt wanna study.
so i'm sortof multitasking now?
chiong ah.

oh btw i think ronza is coming xD
better start saving if i want to buy the nice stuff.
or even be able to access the area she'll be in?
lol ronza.

so what if it hurts me, so what if i break down?
so what if the world just throws me off the edge, my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place, i wanna hear myself
don't care about all the pain in front of me,
'cause i'm just trying to be happy.

# 160;

its so freaking hard to chase after something that just might hate you so much its impossible.
at least someone's finally there to remind me i'm still somebody.

math ct tmr.
i suck at math.
revising tonight as a last-ditch effort.
i'm gonna screw it, as usual.
like i screwed today's acc.
and yesterday's roleplay.

confusion;
did you really have to do that, when i'm so confused about it?
hell, its not even worth my concern, anyway.
you're you. can't change that.
might as well not give a damn.

i'm going to mug as hard as i've ever mugged ever these next few days, leading up to EOYs.
i need to make sure i do well.
or at least better than the screwup that was last sem.
-.-
i need someone to help me mug.

jap oral is 2 days away.
i've practically memorized my speech.
going over it again tonight, and then going over all the basic grammar stuff.
dont want to sound like an idiot xD
and i want that 9.5 back.

watching HSM3 again cos trysh felt like it and she didnt wanna study.
so i'm sortof multitasking now?
chiong ah.

oh btw i think ronza is coming xD
better start saving if i want to buy the nice stuff.
or even be able to access the area she'll be in?
lol ronza.

so what if it hurts me, so what if i break down?
so what if the world just throws me off the edge, my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place, i wanna hear myself
don't care about all the pain in front of me,
'cause i'm just trying to be happy.