# 169; uncertain.



tomorrow is going to be a bad day.
i can feel it.
giving back HCL paper tomorrow, which i will probably fail.
and then have that electric guitar slip through my fingers T.T
even though i studied for the other subjects so damn hard.
i'm going to lose everything through chinese -.-

band resumes tomorrow too :/
i haven't touched my trombone for like, 2 months.
and with the braces and everything, that will probably kill me.
i'm really scared.

tomorrow's not really clear anyway.
but that far-fetched dream of zhenglaoshi proudly announcing that i had the most improvement and handing me back my paper with a smile on her face... yeah that's still in my head.
even though it might not even happen.
maybe the opposite will happen.
and i'll fail math too.
skipped so many damn questions.

i think i'll just brace myself for that lousy subject combo i'll be put in next year.
and everybody in 2L will go off to like, triple sciences and stuff and i'll be left behind.
its always been that way.
i got lowest PSLE score for GEP batch of '07.
and then i'll drag everyone's average down this year again too.
if i had studied for everything as i did for the EOYs, i'd be a really good student.
but its always like that with me.
by the time i realize, its too late to do anything to fix it.

good luck to the guy's soccer team tomorrow(: get that 3rd place yeah.

watch you take the fall, laughing all the way to the hospital, there's nothing surgery can do.

# 169; uncertain.



tomorrow is going to be a bad day.
i can feel it.
giving back HCL paper tomorrow, which i will probably fail.
and then have that electric guitar slip through my fingers T.T
even though i studied for the other subjects so damn hard.
i'm going to lose everything through chinese -.-

band resumes tomorrow too :/
i haven't touched my trombone for like, 2 months.
and with the braces and everything, that will probably kill me.
i'm really scared.

tomorrow's not really clear anyway.
but that far-fetched dream of zhenglaoshi proudly announcing that i had the most improvement and handing me back my paper with a smile on her face... yeah that's still in my head.
even though it might not even happen.
maybe the opposite will happen.
and i'll fail math too.
skipped so many damn questions.

i think i'll just brace myself for that lousy subject combo i'll be put in next year.
and everybody in 2L will go off to like, triple sciences and stuff and i'll be left behind.
its always been that way.
i got lowest PSLE score for GEP batch of '07.
and then i'll drag everyone's average down this year again too.
if i had studied for everything as i did for the EOYs, i'd be a really good student.
but its always like that with me.
by the time i realize, its too late to do anything to fix it.

good luck to the guy's soccer team tomorrow(: get that 3rd place yeah.

watch you take the fall, laughing all the way to the hospital, there's nothing surgery can do.