# 170; i can't breathe thinking of your smile


everything around me came crashing down in that one moment.
when i got back that 41/110.
everything that he's been saying finally made itself known.
now instead of going to hongkong for christmas, i'm staying at home while my parents go on a holiday.
instead of the smiles when the results are revealed, their disappointed frowns.
instead of an electric guitar, a crushed dream.
did you ever think that your methods of motivation could cause extra stress?

anyway, band today wasn't as bad as usual.
i miss the trombone.
but there's indoor on friday.
i'm going to need to memorize a bunch of scales.
but i'll try hard(:
when all else fails, excel at something else.

i've just figured out why guitarists have long nails.
i just cut them, and now i cant strum.
and i dont have a pick.
the strumming sounds horribly soft and muffled D:
you need nails for that!
i'm plucking for now =.=

'cause i know this flame isn't dying, so nothing can stop me from trying
baby you know that maybe it's time for miracles.

# 170; i can't breathe thinking of your smile


everything around me came crashing down in that one moment.
when i got back that 41/110.
everything that he's been saying finally made itself known.
now instead of going to hongkong for christmas, i'm staying at home while my parents go on a holiday.
instead of the smiles when the results are revealed, their disappointed frowns.
instead of an electric guitar, a crushed dream.
did you ever think that your methods of motivation could cause extra stress?

anyway, band today wasn't as bad as usual.
i miss the trombone.
but there's indoor on friday.
i'm going to need to memorize a bunch of scales.
but i'll try hard(:
when all else fails, excel at something else.

i've just figured out why guitarists have long nails.
i just cut them, and now i cant strum.
and i dont have a pick.
the strumming sounds horribly soft and muffled D:
you need nails for that!
i'm plucking for now =.=

'cause i know this flame isn't dying, so nothing can stop me from trying
baby you know that maybe it's time for miracles.