# 172; no matter how loud i call your name, you'll never turn back.

today's field trip was damn sian.
and epicfail.
when we reached the subordinate courts the ppl didn't let us in T.T and then in the end we only went to the supreme court. it was all for nothing -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HORNY FELICIA.
yay hope you liked the blur-just-like-you cake(:
yeah happy fourteenth(:

yuppp.
my grades suck, and i want that biology history lit combo.
and i'm going to drop thirdlang, so i won't have any more distractions so that i'll be more focused on my main academics.
i won't even hit a 3.2GPA anyway.

SP-ed today.
memorized wholetone scales, and tried out a few 1.5 octave scales.
then weiting and yanting decided to wuliao abit and play first suite eflat.
i'm going to fail indoor.

i'm extremely confused. extremely frustrated. extremely hopeless.
i'd ask for help, but i don't know how -.-

whatthehell. i waited twohours.
sometimes i wish i could go back 4 years.
you were so much more you then.
someone tell me what to do.
i suck at this. i suck at everything.

i can't breathe thinking of your smile.

# 172; no matter how loud i call your name, you'll never turn back.

today's field trip was damn sian.
and epicfail.
when we reached the subordinate courts the ppl didn't let us in T.T and then in the end we only went to the supreme court. it was all for nothing -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HORNY FELICIA.
yay hope you liked the blur-just-like-you cake(:
yeah happy fourteenth(:

yuppp.
my grades suck, and i want that biology history lit combo.
and i'm going to drop thirdlang, so i won't have any more distractions so that i'll be more focused on my main academics.
i won't even hit a 3.2GPA anyway.

SP-ed today.
memorized wholetone scales, and tried out a few 1.5 octave scales.
then weiting and yanting decided to wuliao abit and play first suite eflat.
i'm going to fail indoor.

i'm extremely confused. extremely frustrated. extremely hopeless.
i'd ask for help, but i don't know how -.-

whatthehell. i waited twohours.
sometimes i wish i could go back 4 years.
you were so much more you then.
someone tell me what to do.
i suck at this. i suck at everything.

i can't breathe thinking of your smile.