i've always been told that the friends you make in high school/secondary school are those that you'd carry throughout your life.

being the first 26 crazy people to be my friends, i'll be sure i'll never forget you. [yup be happy you're going to be haunting me for the next years of my life xD]

all the happy times we shared, all the crazy times, and even all the sad and angry times, they'll never be gone from my mind.

being a part of Lystra was a hell load of fun, and i never ever regretted being in a class with you people(:

i remember my first batch of friends, i remember rongying's million dollar star, i remember chashaobao, i remember the shuttle bus to tampines, i remember eating in the air-con classroom and having the teachers complain of the smell, i remember all those crazy high recesses we had, and the family tree we drew ourselves, i remember the very first clique that i was ever part of, i remember orienation, level camp, and everything else, i remember "quarelling" with vivian, i remember the original cookie seller, i remember everything because its really important to me. all of it.

and yet, as 2009 finishes, i know i've left loose ends untied.

i've fought through this half a year bearing the brunt of my own stupid actions. and i've had to deal with myself for not doing anything about it, for not trying to regain what i had lost. who i had lost.

maybe its too late now, because i was never really strong enough.

it hurt, when i thought of this day, and the fact that i wont be able to hug you goodbye, after all the memories we shared.

it was cos of my own stupidity that it turned out that way.

and it's cos of me that i had to fight myself with thoughts like: "you're being extra, you're butting in. you're not part of them anymore. it was your choice."

it was like i was slashed in half.

but its my fault. maybe i'll see you again next year, but it hurt that i ended this year like this.

i'm so stupid.

we're all going to have to move on, and this day, these goodbyes, can't be put off forever(:
its only now that most people [okay maybe me but i'm really slow so -.-] realize the significance of our level song.

it really feels as if i'm standing at the beginning with you.

i've always been told that the friends you make in high school/secondary school are those that you'd carry throughout your life.

being the first 26 crazy people to be my friends, i'll be sure i'll never forget you. [yup be happy you're going to be haunting me for the next years of my life xD]

all the happy times we shared, all the crazy times, and even all the sad and angry times, they'll never be gone from my mind.

being a part of Lystra was a hell load of fun, and i never ever regretted being in a class with you people(:

i remember my first batch of friends, i remember rongying's million dollar star, i remember chashaobao, i remember the shuttle bus to tampines, i remember eating in the air-con classroom and having the teachers complain of the smell, i remember all those crazy high recesses we had, and the family tree we drew ourselves, i remember the very first clique that i was ever part of, i remember orienation, level camp, and everything else, i remember "quarelling" with vivian, i remember the original cookie seller, i remember everything because its really important to me. all of it.

and yet, as 2009 finishes, i know i've left loose ends untied.

i've fought through this half a year bearing the brunt of my own stupid actions. and i've had to deal with myself for not doing anything about it, for not trying to regain what i had lost. who i had lost.

maybe its too late now, because i was never really strong enough.

it hurt, when i thought of this day, and the fact that i wont be able to hug you goodbye, after all the memories we shared.

it was cos of my own stupidity that it turned out that way.

and it's cos of me that i had to fight myself with thoughts like: "you're being extra, you're butting in. you're not part of them anymore. it was your choice."

it was like i was slashed in half.

but its my fault. maybe i'll see you again next year, but it hurt that i ended this year like this.

i'm so stupid.

we're all going to have to move on, and this day, these goodbyes, can't be put off forever(:
its only now that most people [okay maybe me but i'm really slow so -.-] realize the significance of our level song.

it really feels as if i'm standing at the beginning with you.