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Sunday, January 31, 2010

#211;I feel sad today -.-
I didn't manage to sleep last night and it made me extra emo for some reason.
I realized my life is full of stress.
And i went on wiki and discovered i have transient onset insomnia.
Sounds quite cool but it feels like shit.

I talked to no one today.
So I spent the whole day working on a song I wrote in the middle of the night.
Its still crap, but I hope I can turn it into something great(:
We skipped church again.
I don't know why.

Being ignored feels like I died.
You wait for that person to notice you/respond, but in the end you're treated like you don't exist.
For some reason that's how I felt the whole day.
I should sleep more LOL.

Tmr morning going SP!
Hopefully I'll be happy tmr.
I'm going to (FORCE MYSELF TO) sleep soon yay.


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Saturday, January 30, 2010

#210;

Today, I made myself a tumblr.
Tumblr is freaking cool yay.

Check it out ;D

Still keeping my blogger though, until I get sick of it -.-

[edit] its 2:25AM and i still cant sleep-.-
I'm going to go quietly play my guitar.

Wtf-.- its 6:12AM and i freaking stayed up the whole night. Zzz. [/edit]


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Friday, January 29, 2010

#209;going to have to practice much more for band.
and improve much more on the trombone ._.
everyone was shivering.
i don't wanna be kicked out.

today sucked BAD.
couldn't concentrate because i felt pain everywhere.
my leg, my arm, my neck, my head. got woken up last night.
history presentation was screwed, as i thought it would be.
and i probably failed my bio test.
tgif.

but when D actually said something non-degrading/insulting to me it made my day.

anyway i went home with cass for the first time in months(:
talking to her is damn fun. i should go talk to her more often D:
possible lystra outing on the 16th of feb ;D i miss the gaypeoples.

going to need to run over the weekend also, among other things.
my PACERcrap sucked.

and weiting keeps saying the pain is cos of lactic acid(LOL) but my arm hurt since two days ago.
and if it gets to your brain it wont just cause a headache it'll probably melt the whole brain.
no wonder cannot concentrate today.

at least i finished some of my hw today.
there's still the play sighhhhh.


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Thursday, January 28, 2010

#208;
Heyyo(:
Another handphone post ._.
Anyway my mood has sucked the past few nights.
I think i'm angsting -.-

Brought the classical for yanting yesterday it was failed.
But playing the guitar is very very destressing(:

WE HAD PE TODAY. I FEEL THE LACTIC ACID -.-
i sucked at the PACER crap.
And i have a good feeling abt my chem quiz :D

Yeah i borrowed kris allen today hahaha. And onerepublic and adam lambert a few days ago.
Awesome la.
Going to spam my com/phone.

When i post with my phone i can never see what i alr typed without spamming the up button-.-

Today had sp.
Fun(: anything involving my trombone is fun.
Tmr there's full band.
I'm quite excited.

Anyway we're 3cows -.-
Lol they're petitioning for calbee haha.

Hist presentation tmr. Hope i dont screw.
I'll go and play my guitar now.


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Friday, January 22, 2010

#207;
another week is over ._.
i've managed to get myself confused over choices.
how does a person manage to choose one over the other.
and you've gotten me confused and hurt enough almost to the point of giving up.
but i won't.
maybe you're worth waiting for.

today i almost died climbing the stairs up to the third floor.
my thighs ache like mad.
we stalked the school like paparazzi with a cool DSLR today for LA.
i totally fail at photography.
which is why i stick to music.
maybe if my mom lets me use her D5000 more often i can play around with it more.

oh yeah last night i dreamt 158 was speeding through geylang there and i got struck by lightning somehow.
then i flew off into the band room and my trombone started talking to me -.-
i forgot what it said, but when i woke up i burst out laughing.
and halfway through there was that usual sequence where weiting and yanting would perform their random korean song which i didnt bother listening to cos i was talking to my trombone.
how come i keep getting traumatizing (in some way) dreams.

this weekend i aim to write my play and a song.
maybe i can write some poetic one and put it in my portfolio.
kill one stone with two birds :D

TGIF.
today band was fun.
even though i had a sorethroat which was the fever's way of telling me not to go run three rounds right after some miraculous overnight recovery ._.
luckily i didnt die again and i managed to play quite well during SP(:
it was extremely epic.
and after SP before going home i was high-ly singing random songs with wenlin lol.
got rhythm tickets.
6DOLLARS PER PERSON. 20TH MARCH, SUNDAY. SEATED IN PAC BY 7:20PM.
lol i have a feeling all the tickets will be used on my family -.-

meeting up with history group on sunday.
hope there's still time to make it to church.
i'm suddenly looking forward to rhythm again.

streetlights, people, living just to find emotion.


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Thursday, January 21, 2010

#206;
Hi(:
Watched american idol and glee the past two days.
Both awesome shows yay.
Don't stop believin is quite a cool song. And the main guy is quite shuai LOL.

Anyway i almost died last night when i suddenly got a fever.
But in the morning its better and miraculously after pe i'm still alive.
My legs freaking pain.

School has been cool.
Regina and vivien are entertaining hahaha xD
And i might be playing guitar in centerstage LOL(:
They know now cos someone told them D<
But i'm quite sure they wont tell.

Got two projects now.
And a trip on saturday which i dont think i can go for.
Lol 3C is quite awesome. Been enjoying myself in class.

Tmr is friday(:
I'm quite happy.

I need to go mug now zzz-.-


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Saturday, January 16, 2010

#205; omg finally i'm back on my comp.
anyway this week is definitely better than last(:
made quite a few new friends, got a new chinese name -.-
learnt quite a few new stuff.
finally got over something i should have gotten over a long time ago.

just linked everyone(:
feels good to type with a keyboard instead of a stupid handphone keypad.
need to catch up with all the new songs.

i exceeded my phone bill by 15bucks.
at least now i can sms again.
but not so much.
200 smses per month is way too little.

my sister just came home with a "6000 bucks buffet" eflat clarinet -.-
its not fair she's allowed to prac her instrument at home and i'm not.
nvm, trombones have superior blasting skills :D

i'm going to go listen to recordings because that's what i do when i'm bored.
havent listened yet. must listen so i can improve.

finished my homework last night.
forced mugging is actually benefitial lol.


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Friday, January 15, 2010

#204;

Hi :D
Posting with my phone again.
Damn cool.
Anyway pe wasn't as bad as i expected.
Now i'm always going to think before saying "i'm late" -.-

Sigh i never listen to 987 for so long.
My songs are quite outdated zzz.

Anyway we just landed ourselves a stupid hist project.
And math is literally killing me.

Band was quite awesome.
Blasting feels good. I should prac the songs more often.
Alot of fun yay.
Except for that stupid shooting pain at the back of my left shoulder in the middle of the song.
Maybe its posture. Anyway i cant have it interrupting every time.
I want a soloist badge D:

Posting for real tmr.
My dad is making me mug.
Omg i love my phone and its wifi.

Mugging sucks. But i need it la.
Dont wanna fail again.
This year is a mugging year.
Somemore my sister's going psle.
She wants to dsa to dunman high with her ultra pro clarinet skills. Wait she year one go syf alr i'll feel v not pro.
She just took on the eflat clarinet lol -.-
Sigh.


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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

#203;

Omg my first ever experience posting with my phone-.-
Didn't even know i could.
My phone is more awesome than it appears. Got msn also :D

Anyway, today was okay i guess.
Second week of term.
I love lit(:
And the other teachers are nice.
The only subjects i find super sian are ACE, PE and BP.
The others are quite awesome.
Stayed back and prac-ed band today from 415 to 515.

Might be sp-ing tmr.
And i realised a few of my classmates are alr finding my blog :D
Thats quite cool. Will link on saturday.

Tmr got maths. Maths is super sian too.
I hate maths -.-
Advanced somemore dammit.
At least there's lit(:

Sigh. Better continue stoning waiting for my mom to come home so i can turn on the actual comp.


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Saturday, January 9, 2010

#202;

Hey(:
Cos of some warped rule I'm only allowed to post on weekends unless I'm suddenly very very lucky.

Its been a rollercoaster so far.
I owe alot to yanting for all the help.
At least now you reply much faster lol(:

Orientation was tiring T.T
Went around everywhere, Buangkok, Orchard, St Andrew's Cathedral, ECP. Did a bunch of weird fun stuff.
Then telematch was soso.
CCA Exhibition... Had to play/do the same things 12 times in a row. Only the last time was it really high and funny. And I seriously hate my water key D:

The teachers are okay I guess.
I have a feeling I'm going to enjoy lit :D
Maybe LA/Lit will improve my right-now-very-suckish songwriting skills(:
PE sucked.
Cos we thought the teacher's supposed to come up for first lesson. Guess we were wrong.
I grew VERY little only.
157.5cm and 43kg. I'm never going to grow taller sigh.

Missed band yesterday for some Science Congress.
Didn't win anything, but the food was awesome(:
The speakers were quite cool la, I didn't understand quite abit, but some of them were very funny.
And we got to sit in comfortable seats in an aircon room for a long time so I guess thats good.
But I feel very guilty for not going to band yesterday.

I'm gonna need to SP alot this year.
More than anyone else if I'm going to overcome my braces once and for all.

Anyway I have a feeling my blog's gonna be quite dead since I'm only posting on weekends.
My goal is to memorize at least 2 songs every weekend!
I've seriously been slack on the guitar dont want my dad to sell it away ._.

I cant wait for American Idol 9 :D


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